주간묵상 26-39
<천국의 추석>
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Weekly Meditation 26-39
〈Chuseok in Heaven〉
How eagerly we counted the days,
waiting for Chuseok.
“May every day be
neither more nor less
than the bountiful harvest moon festival.”
Those days now seem
like a story from a dream.
With torn rubber shoes
and a single worn-out suit of clothes,
we scrubbed away the grime
and counted the days
until we could finally
put on something new.
Though we were poor,
once or twice a year
we could enjoy rice from the new harvest,
songpyeon rice cakes,
and a bowl of meat soup.
How we waited for Chuseok,
our mouths already watering!
The sweltering summer heat had passed,
and in the cool autumn air,
amid the changing leaves,
we visited the graves of our ancestors
and paid our respects.
We also observed the cherished custom
of visiting our elders.
For years, I scarcely noticed
when Chuseok came and went.
Yet now, delivery packages
arrive one after another.
The little I once gave
returns to me many times over.
The scenes of the holiday
have certainly changed.
Yet the joy of receiving,
the joy of giving,
and the joy of sharing
remain unchanged.
“May every day be like today!”
Could heaven be anywhere else?
In the days before telephones,
on the eve of the holiday,
parents would wait without any news
at the entrance to the village
until the sun went down,
longing for the return
of children who had gone far away.
I can still see them
as clearly as if they stood before me.
“Could they be staying away
because they have nothing to bring?”
With anxious hearts,
the parents waited.
Then, as twilight settled over the village,
their son would step down
from the last bus,
his arms laden with bundles.
Who could ever measure
the joy of his parents
at that moment?
Their child had endured hardship
far from home,
working for meager wages.
How could his parents
not have known?
They desired no gift—
only that their child
return home safe and well.
Yet when he arrived
with an unexpected bundle
filled with gifts,
their hearts became
as full as the harvest moon.
Now I picture my parents in heaven,
waiting with anxious hearts,
lest their children lose their way
or wander somewhere else.
Though we labor
for little reward in this world,
let us gather the fruit of the Spirit
ripened beneath the Cross of Golgotha:
love, joy, peace, patience,
kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness, and self-control—
the beautiful fruits of righteousness.
Let us load them all
onto the train bound for heaven
and sound its whistle!
On that glorious day—
the Chuseok of Heaven.