Hoseokah~
I read a while ago, after learning you are trying to remove your tattoo's, that you initially thought about getting covered in tattoo's (like chest and arms). As someone who has tattoo's, I got sad thoughts, because at some point you had reasons to get this right? Personal reasons or opinions on this. Yes, tattoo's are permanent and have certain images but at the same time, we live in 2020 (almost 2021). People shouldn't judge by what is on our bodies. When someone gets a body modification for a reason we should respect it. I as well have two tattoo's and plan on getting a lot more. One example is to extend my current tattoo on my forearm into a sleeve. (I will post a picture below) I have many plans regarding tattoo's and they will all have reasons to me personally. I thought about the affect it will have for my future, but honestly. I don't really care. I want to be able to be me, to express who I am and find a right course of future that goes along with it. The same goes for my piercings. - in total I have now 12 but I want a lot more. I know what I want and I will never regret a decision that I made for my personal growth. Because that is what matters in the end. That I like and love who I am, that I am comfortable with who I am. Either way, even though I am sad you chose to change your mind, I respect your decision and other's. But I'll forever wonder what you would have looked like, if you had done what you wanted in the first place, which style you would have chosen for yourself and which path it would have lead you to.
I just hope you won't be too harsh on people who decided to get their body tattoo'd or pierced, especially when the reasons are so important. (my first tattoo has a great meaning for who I am today. If you want to know, I will tell you in a different post).
But remember, I love you so very much, with or without tattoo's/piercings. And that goes to everyone! What truly matters is how you are on the inside. The outside is just for decorating your temple ❤️