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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="mso-fareast-font-family: 바탕; mso-fareast-language: KO">October 11t, 2004<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Turning down many people<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="mso-fareast-font-family: 바탕; mso-fareast-language: KO">My life is totally screwed at this point!<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Jesus Christ! <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="mso-fareast-font-family: 바탕; mso-fareast-language: KO">There are three people who are mad at me.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>The worse thing is they are not openly mad at me, but I can feel their anger even though all of them live somewhere in which the time is 3 hours faster than where I live.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>For their privacy, I will not reveal their names especially when some of them are very likely to read this diary sooner or later.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="mso-fareast-font-family: 바탕; mso-fareast-language: KO">I lied to them, to every single one of them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I do not know why I started all this, but thanks to that, I am about to lose three important people in my life here. <SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>If I tell them the truth, they will laugh at me, and it will be humiliating.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>That means I should not tell them the truth, but just wait for them.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>To be correct, the only one of them knows the truth, and the others are being deceived.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>But my hunch is that somehow this guy who knows the truth finds out the lie and believes it to be true.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="mso-fareast-font-family: 바탕; mso-fareast-language: KO">Great.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am so worried about these people that I can hardly sit still at my desk when I am supposed to study my ass off for chemistry test coming up and two project due dates.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I am sorry, diary, but this is not a good time for me to talk any more.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>I should really go back to my study and actually do something or this week will another hell. Oops, heck, I meant.<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>Goodnight.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P><o:p></o:p></FONT></FONT></SPAN>
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