Today i will tell you how I ended up like this :)
I initially went out with my mom and young brother, he's been suffering for about a week because he trimmed his toenails wrong, so on our way we visited the chiropodist and she checked him up. He cried, screamed, almost cursed 🤣🤭 it was funny, not gonna lie. He also bleed a lot, since his nail was hurt already, but he turned back the anesthesia because he doesn't like needles 💀 (neither do I, I could take meds for the rest of my life in order to keep them far from me, that's one of the reasons I'm forbidden to get sick) (By the way, as the last time i told you i was sick and feeling unwell, I'm glad to let you know I'm already so much better and almost full recovered!)
When it all ended and he had his finger bandaged, my mom told me it was my time and i looked at her like:
It all started nice; my feet in warm water, a cleansing mask, cuticles pushed back... until the time to check on my nails came
I almost fainted, I haven't given birth to any baby but one think i know for sure is, an ingrown toenail being removed is more painful, and it's not up for discussion
Seconds turn into minutes, mind go blank, breathtaking experience, I'm traumatized... I will take very good care of my nails from now on, i don't want to go back ever again. I still need to get them cauterized or something like that so they don't grow back though...
As if it was not enough, the doctor told me to stop wearing Converse because i walk long distances everyday and they're not meant to it so it's causing me problems with my fingers and soles
I had a *pic down below* moment
Like literally i have them on various colors because i wear them ALL THE TIME, AT THIS POINT THEY'RE MY WHOLE PERSONALITY and this lady telling me not to wear them daily! WHAT ABOUT MY AESTHETIC, i think I'm going barefoot for life...
I'm going to look for a good pair of shoes even if they're ugly and don't match my ' there's potential just need a little push ' outfits 🥲 ultimately, I'm going to study not to a runway (me, denial) I've already give away more than half of my closet so i have nothing to lose but money 😭 why clothing is so expensive? 🥹 can you sponsor me and let me borrow yours?
Anyways, be careful! cause i know you wear converse frequently as well, go to chiropodist if possible. Overall check up on your health ~
That's how I ended up using that thing on my foot and side eyeing Converse ️👄️
Breaking news
While i was typing this letter i burnt my finger. I wanted to light a candle 🥹
Will i end up as a mummy at the end of this letter? 🤦♀️ Keep reading to find out
Even if i don't like living like this, with unexpected sickness and injuries not only from me but also from my family, i'm strangely relieved that all this is happening right now I'm home, because alone i would have 💀 already (i don't know if i wrote the same thing on my last letter but it's true, i can not believe I'm an adult already, in my mind I'm eighteen, i don't care)
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I've been studying Korean with a new teacher, she's awesome and her classes are extremely helpful, straight and well done 👍🏻✅ 사랑해 꼬미 쌤! (I noticed you also wrote FOX 쌤 on the whiteboard when you recorded I don't know what kind of content, as it was in full Korean i didn't pay too much attention 🤣 but i did see the word 쌤)
In Spanish 선생님 is profesor/maestro (there's a difference but no one cares except the Grinch ones) and 쌤 is profe
I'm looking forward to see what profe Inseong can teach!😍🤓
Which reminds me of:
I will tell you in another letter a plan i daydreamed about today in the morning! Please read it well and think of it for more than five seconds even if your secret for baby face is to not think too much 😃 i swear it won't give you a single wrinkle 🫡
Keep living as you like, Inseong <3 Do what you want and spread your beautiful existence all over every place you go to! But do make sure to be healthy, take care and be happy * 🩷🩷
* you probably won't see the these emojis (i'm not sure) but they're pink hearts! We've got them for a long time now~ iOS users don't have them, jokes on you 😛
Here i will leave some for you 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 (you can copy and paste them, cause i truly believe they did it for you🙈)
I love you, respect you, admire you and think of you more than you could ever imagine! Sometimes i take for granted this place but i come to think and I'm so lucky to be able to send you letters! I will write more meaningful messages in the future, promise!
And as i told you, I'm studying hard so i can write to you in Korean and it's more comfy for you, also i think thrice the things i write 😅😅 definitely needed
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TMI for tonight:
I'm listening to Ariana Grande and DEAR GOD, i used to SHOUT OUT LOUD her songs all over my grandparents' house, when I was in the car, everywhere, all the time with no idea most of the lyrics are +18 coded 💫💫💫 I didn't know the meaning, i would just learn the lyrics by heart to be able to show off in my own karaoke at my grandma's tv room
Thank god no one knew English or didn't pay attention to me...
By any chance you like Ariana Grande? I saw a picture of fetus you recommending songs and there was what i think was 'Yours Truly' (Ariana's album)
Ever since i got into kpop i stopped listening to songs in any other language (i took the advice of language immersion too serious ️)
Now that I'm listening to 'This is Ariana Grande' playlist on Spotify i feel little awkward when i understand the lyrics 🤣 (that's why I noticed the 🔥 meaning)
and what surprises me the most is that i still remember them!!! it's been ages since i sang along to these songs, I can't believe i remember them so well 🤭 but ask me the countries and capitals of Africa i'll go:
I wonder if liking Ariana Grande when i was little prepared me to like Kim Inseong later in life, training my ear for listening to angels vocal cords and multiple 'yeah', 'baby', 'oh yeah' in songs 🤭😂😂
I have this conspiracy theory of primary inseongers' love languages being quality time, words of affirmation and acts of service mainly 🫡 i will research and gather enough info👍🏻
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•Love languages • by Kim Inseong
As for physical touch ..................... sadly, 🙏🏻😔🥺🙁☹️😢😥😟😓😞🫤😕😖😣😩😫💫🤧🤕😷🥸 only SF9 members, close friends and family are receiving it
I hope i entertained you for a moment :D have a wonderful day! love you, you can do everything you put your mind into, keep working hard and doing your best 🥺🩷 i hope your meals are delicious so you can enjoy them, eat well, and gain the energy you need for all your activities! TAKE CARE, love you, love you, love you
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