Hi Singie~ Thank you for taking the time to update 👉🏻👈🏻💖
I'm relieved to see your post.
Thank you very much♡
Singie~ Do you want to know how I can find you? I'm here to support you 💖 It's a bit long to tell, but hopefully, it makes you enthusiastic~
Maybe I'm not one of the fans who followed you from the start of your career, and I can't be there beside you all the time, but in the end, I have really big feelings for you. I hope you're not uncomfortable~ 😅
Mmm... Singie~ I'm a person who only likes music and songs, and only a few songs from all countries. For Kpop itself, usually, I'm not like this, not the same as when I like Xodiac until I have a "bias" hahhaa. Maybe you could say you are my first bias because usually, I like K-pop songs from the songs. If the song is very pleasing to my ears, I can play it many times. But usually, I don't know who is singing hahah or whose boy group it is hahaha because I just like song and music.
Maybe if my friend asked, "Do you like this song too? Did you know (mentioned the name of one of the members) it was really cool?" I would just say, "Oh, I don't know" hahha because I'm not as interested as the person singing it. I just love the song.
Until finally, I found this video via my FYP, and again, I was interested in the song because the video wasn't complete.
So, I looked for it on YT, and I finally watched it. Let's just say it's a newbie commentating, and I tried to rate the MV Special Love as a newbie, like this:
"Eh, there are a lot of people... (counting).. wow, 9 people"
"Oh, that's a school theme"
"The song is good, it fits the theme"
"Vibes like dramas~"
Then maybe because I like anime, suddenly 2 parts of you make me like "eh?"
Photo 1: I came forward to the laptop screen
Photo 2: I CLOSE THE LAPTOP 🫠 (and I closed it really fast, until my office friends were shocked and said "What are you doing!")
And in the end, I told my office friend:
👸🏻 me
👱🏻♀️ my friend who likes the boy group that Sing's love
👧my friend who really likes Korean dramas
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👸🏻: this!!! Look!!! I just saw/ basically watched someone but not a person 😭
👱♀️: what are you saying?.. devil?
👸🏻: OPEN! THIS!! I think this guy came out of anime 😭 *showing the SL video with my phone still in my hand* and when your 2 parts are lagging... without realizing it, I THROW THE PHONE TO MY FRIEND 😭
👱♀️ : OH! WKWK YOU THREW YOUR PHONE...who is this??
👸🏻: don't know... just wanted to ask you... because you like KPOP! I thought you know it!
👱♀️ : I also just found out about this group... it is XODIAC..
👸🏻 : oh yeah.. That's human, right? Wkwkkw I swear I can't see... I can't, I can't... I can't stand it with a handsome face like that 😳
👱♀️: Hey, why are you babbling hahaha..
Finally searching together on Google with my office friend... search and see your bio until your debut showcase until your song~
And also the first time I saw Zayyan💛 hihi..
Then.... my friend:
👱♀️: Hey, this is what you saw earlier, SING... wow you can be a CEGIL like because of him hahaha
👸🏻: hahaha.. okay, I'll look for it myself.. Thankyu~
👧: why was that? Close the laptop like someone is fighting
👸🏻: look at this!!... when anime became KPOP 🥺 *while showing SL* and then the video show your 2 more parts... then, I HIT HER 🫠
👧 : OH! hahaha... this? This one? Yes, the face is really cute... yes, this type is your favorite 🫵🏻🤣.. but honestly... the face is really anime... I support it if you really want to be a kpoper~
👸🏻: I want to find out first xodiac ~
👧 : IT'S NOT XODIAC YOU'RE LOOKING FOR BUT IT'S DEFINITELY SING 🫵🏻
👸🏻 : HAHA Sing is in Xodiac, tho ~
I was actually looking for Xodiac just to see you... haha
From the ears down to the heart, from music down to Singie~ hahahaha...
At that time, I didn't have any Sovely friends at all until I looked on Instagram. There were several accounts that provided information about Xodiac.
Finally, there was information that you would come to Indonesia, and some Sovely would be collected to pick you up at the airport. I joined the chat group and started preparing what fans most want for their idols - "giving gifts." However, at that time, I didn't expect you to accept it due to certain rules for idols.
Until finally, it was time for the Xodiac pick-up mission. Many people assumed you would come at 8 pm, so I asked my boss before leaving work if I could go home 😆. It turns out you arrived early in the morning, but it was fun! Honestly, I've never gone this far just wanting to see you hahaha.
I don't know why Sovely always guessed right about the gift that I brought and wanted to give. Sovely always guessed that I wanted to give this gift to Sing... hehehe.
Then finally, you guys arrived. To be honest, at that time, I was confused because when you were walking, so many people called you. When you looked at me, do you know what it felt like? Wooaah... my heart felt like it was going to let go 😭😭. Maybe at that time, I didn't feel the way I do now because perhaps I had just met you at the time...
And when you got into the car, I could only be silent while looking at you from afar. When everyone was noisy, I just looked at you, amazed at the creation that God gave you... hahaha.
Aah! As for my gift, I'll entrust it to the person who came with you (the Staff).
The next day, you guys had a concert, and unfortunately, I couldn't go because I had to work overtime. Even though there was one Sovely at the airport who was very kind and offered me her ticket because her won the Give Away 😊, I still couldn't go, and I just watched you on the office TV.
Then, I came home from overtime at 11 pm and got information that you guys would be returning to Korea in the morning. Maybe I only had 3 hours of sleep, but I went straight back at 4 am to go to the airport to send you guys off to Korea because my house is very far from the airport.
When we arrived at the airport, you weren't there yet, but then you guys came by car. Hmm... I don't know if you're going to say I'm a weird girl or what, but when we met at that moment, I saw another side of you that maybe other people there didn't see 🫠. At that moment, my feelings finally opened to you 🫠, but you really are that cool 🫵🏻😭. The point is, I could immediately guess that you were someone who couldn't be sweet like the others, but you still tried to be professional at that time. I really appreciate that 💖.
And from there, I started to feel strange feelings for you 🫠. I have a deep feeling of love 🫠.
Singie~
when I first went to the airport, Sovely's friends at that time became my closest friends now. They really supported me during an online fansign, saying, "SING SHOULD KNOW YOU EXIST." Ha ha. Actually, I'm a shy person, especially when I remember you're an idol.
In the end, I joined almost all the websites I could reach, and this is all because of the support from all of them. Thank you. I didn't expect that you all are very welcoming and really fun! I didn't even realize I was being myself during fan calls, haha. But strangely, every time I meet you, I become calm 🫠. I don't know why. I feel like I'm a schoolgirl who secretly likes a boy. I really can't handle my feelings. 🫠
Looks like you realized it too, hahaha. Even though every time I see videos of other people fancalling with you, it also looks exciting. I also try to practice to be the same as those who look at you because of your fan service, but I still can't 😖. During our third, fourth, and fifth meeting, you succeeded in making me fall in love with you for the umpteenth time 🫵🏻😭.
Third meeting, you gave one thing, which I don't know whether everyone knows this or not, but until now, I keep it to myself, hehe. Because maybe everyone doesn't seem to believe it.
Fourth meeting, you really succeeded in driving me crazy, hahaha. It's like you believe in me, and I believe in you too 🫠.
Fifth meeting, this fifth meeting made me selfish because the song you sang felt like the song was just for me, hahaha. But back again, who am I hehe. So, it won't be possible. You won't sing that song for your other fans if there is a request for you to sing. And again, you give me trust, and I trust you.
And it turns out I saw what I believed from what you gave, "first snow."
After all that, my feelings for you became bigger and more sincere 🫠. When everyone still only sees your visuals, I see you as a Sing package. Maybe it's more about your character and attitude that I've seen all this time that you've been showing me.
Maybe if I still only saw visuals, I wouldn't worry and cry for you, hahaha.
And now I give my feelings to all the members too, but when it comes to you, it definitely feels different because you are the first member I love 💖.
Mmm, if you know, I bought photo cards and accessories about KPOP, only Xodiac, hahaha. Maybe I used to buy a Lightstick just because I wanted to watch the concert. Except for Xodiac, I don't even buy every album every time an album comes out. There are only songs that I like; I buy them. but with Xodiac it feels like I will do anything; buy an album, PC, Lightstick, fansign, fancall, and the rest of them~ hahaha how crazy I am now because of Xodiac~ especially about Singie~
My mother said my feelings for you are love, but love is wide, and my love for you is because I see your struggle to become an idol and your dreams. So, supporting you with my sincerity forever is a form of my love for you 💖.
And until finally, my mother became a fan of Zayyan. My dad is a fan of Leo. Looks like if you have a concert, my whole family will watch 🫠, haha.
That's one of the reasons I love you~ My Singie~ My Idol~ My Love~
-dentyra 💖
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