for my friend,,배진영♡
i can't believe that the entire year 2023 ends tomorrow evening (that's tonight for you due to the time difference between our two countries). i just can't believe that the year is already at an end, over when i just started it and continued for all its length, and longevity by your side, with yourself and the boys. no, i just can't believe it. i started the year 2023 in the best possible way: i was able to see you and i saw you perform on stage more than five times in january during and for the europe tour and i had the extreme, the immense chance to meet you once during this one. every moment with you is engraved in my heart, my memory and my soul forever. every moment you gave me by your side are forever my most beautiful treasures, cherished every moment. i will never forget all these moments, whether with you or with my other favorite boys. i may not have been able/had the chance to make certain dates planned during the year due to several unintended circumstances, but i retain as much positivity as possible. one of the best things i was able to do this year was to travel to the other side of the earth, to the other side of the world, far from there france, to thailand in bangkok for see you. one of my best one life with one of my very precious friends. three totally crazy days, just to see you again. i don't regret and will never regret this one for anything in the world, just like all the dates, countries, moments i spent with you all. you allowed me, from warsaw to bangkok to literally meet almost all my fix friends. you allowed me to travel with people who were close to my heart, as you allowed me to meet them, so quite simply: thank you. the save me, kill me tour is literally one of my favorite moments ever. moreover, a few weeks later, the new comeback bearing the name of the tour, allowed me to experience another unique moment. of this year 2023, i was finally able to talk to you again, even if, behind a screen. you gave me a moment again, a memory again to cherish fully and especially. thank you for being the artist and person you are. this moment also allowed me to once again engrave in black ink on my body a new work for and in your person. i sincerely hope that in the year 2024, i will finally be able to show it to you. this is particularly close to my heart. the last time i had the chance to see you this year was at kpopnation, the festival taking place in warsaw, on the month of my birthday in september. this time again, my head and my heart are full of new precious memories to cherish, until the end of time. i feel so lucky, honored and touched by all these moments spent by your side, with you, just like with the boys. i so much and sincerely hope that the year 2024, just like the next and future years to come, will go like this one, or even better than that of 2023. thank you for having made my year from the very beginning, until then all in the end, i'm extremely grateful to you. even if, during the year, i had harder times than others, you were always there for me, as you have been and always will be. thank you for healing my wounds this year, as well as for bringing balm to my heart. thank you again for this year 2023, i can't wait to see you next year. i will always be there for you, as i have always been since 2019. see you in 2024 my jinyoungie. i love you more than the stars my angel. love you🖤
your amandine (아만딘)♡