어느 젊은 여인의 투병기

33살 안소봉씨가 딸을 낳고 행복했던 순간은 출산 바로 그 당일 하루..호경님이 전하는 잔달물입니다 <DIV class=mail_con> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" border=0> <TBODY> <TR vAlign=top> <TD id=user_contents style="WIDTH: 100%" name="user_contents"> 33살 안소봉씨가 딸을 낳고 행복했던 순간은 출산 바로 그 당일 하루... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646900b1c9" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_4836469039fc2" border=0> 출산 이틀째인날 안소봉씨는 위암말기 사형선고를 받는다. 주어진 시간은 3개월.. ( 그저 입덧때문에 그럴꺼라고.. 생각했던것이 큰병이 되어 있었다. ) 전신에 퍼진 암세포 때문에 (특히나 척추까지 퍼진 암때문에) 허리를 제대로 펴고 지낼 수 없는 소봉씨 <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364694a9079" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364694e2668" border=0> 고통을 줄이는 방법은 힘없는 와중에도 걸어다니는 것. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cc4c09a" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646ccc8094" border=0> 고통을 줄이기위해 남편에게 의지해 울면서 병원복도를 걸어다니곤 했던... 사경을 헤매는 통증속에서도 편히 누워 있지 조차 못하던 소봉씨.... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cd24341" border=0> 그런 소봉씨를 잠시나마 웃게 해주는 건 딸 소윤이뿐. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cd68cb7" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cda2e29" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cdda0ca" border=0> 그치만 그것도 낮동안의 얘기일뿐...밤만되면 통증은 두 배가 되어서 돌아온다. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646ce93f24" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646ced32a7" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cf17699" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cf547f5" border=0>     7월. 병상중에 생일을 맞아 소봉씨 케익을 사시는 친정어머니. 아프기전엔 생활고에 바빠 한번도 케익을 챙겨주신적이 없으셨다고... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646cf8b991" border=0> 생일을 맞아 병실에선 꽃단장 중인 소봉씨. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646d009efa" border=0> 이유는 멀리서 소윤이가 왔기때문에 <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646d04734f" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_23_483646d07e1fa" border=0> 소봉씨의 소원인 평범하게 소윤이에게 우유를 먹이는일 <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470a92e70" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470aca8de" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470b10829" border=0> 그치만 엄마랑 떨어져 지냈던 소윤인 엄마가 주는 우유를 거부... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470b4922b" border=0> 키워주고 계신 친할머니손에서만 우유를 먹는 소윤이... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470bd2cd3" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470c193e0" border=0> 그 모습에 소봉씨는 눈물 한바가지... 암의 고통보다 더한 고통이라고 말씀하시는.... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470c51a06" border=0> 차마 그 안에 있을수 없어 친정엄마와 병실을 떠나 휴계실서 눈물을 흘리시는.... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470c8a02d" border=0> 그런 소봉씨의 맘을 알고 소윤이를 데리고온 남편 재문씨. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470cc39dc" border=0> 소윤이를 보자 언제그랬냐는듯.... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470d06e22" border=0> 소봉씨가 사형선고 받던날 남편 김재문씨가 촬영한 장면 <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470d41389" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470d7b511" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470db338f" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470e036a2" border=0> 자신의 죽음보다 자식이 먼저인 소봉씨처럼... 소봉씨도 친정 어머니에겐 그런존재.. . <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470e3e3d5" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470e82573" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470ebb368" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470a4e126" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_24_4836470f00ae1" border=0> 소봉씨의 간절한 소원... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364762a7073" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647626cef4" border=0> 그치만 매일매일이 살 얼음판... 사형선고 3개월을 받고도 일년을 더 버티고 있는 소봉씨의 어느 여름. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476325dac" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647635eba6" border=0> 힘들게 버티지만 몸은 자꾸 말을 안듣고 몸이 부으면 혹시나 복수가 차지 않았을까 복대를 조여매는   소봉씨..   <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476395a60" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364763cec49" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476413be2" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647644aa9d" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647647a045" border=0> 착한남편 재문씨는 소봉씨가 통증에 간호사들을 재촉하면 그분들도 노력하고 있다고 좋게 설명하지만 아픈 와중에 누굴 신경쓸 겨를이 없는건 당연지사. 괜히 서럽고 그런 남편이 야속한.... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364764b6102" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364764ef6d9" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476536d7c" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476572290" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364765aac95" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364765ef21b" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_4836476633606" border=0> 이렇게 눕지도 못하고 밤 낮을 지내는데 누굴신경쓸수 있을까요... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647666e724" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_48364766adab1" border=0> 그리고 우려했던 일이현실로 다가온 순간... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_26_483647622f6d3" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a428b58" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a45f66c" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a4a14f6" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a4cfb1c" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a50a2ec" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a53e963" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a5703ae" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a59f1a7" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a5d6c3f" border=0> 작년 여름 투병중에 그나마 가장 건강했던 한때. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a67038b" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a6a820f" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a6e085b" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a725c0d" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a75f1fa" border=0> 이때 소봉씨는 많은 일을 해둔다. 소윤이 돌잔치 옷을 직접 만든다거나 돌잔치 할곳을 미리 예약해놓는등... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a82d500" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a86a1a1" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a3d1697" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_27_483647a79aefa" border=0> <IMG id=ke_attach_261 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647fed34fc" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_351 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647ff1696a" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_450 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647ff4efc2" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_2 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647ff8201c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_377 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647ffc1b99" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_84 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_4836480014622" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_858 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483648004ad30" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소봉씨가 직접 만든 소윤이의 장난감 <IMG id=ke_attach_415 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_48364800856aa" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_839 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_48364800bc588" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이의 돌잔치날인 9월 30일이 다가올수록 소봉씨의 상황은 점점 나빠져 결국 혈변까지 보고... <IMG id=ke_attach_247 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_48364800ebf3a" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_637 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483648012f3aa" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_13 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483648015d5ee" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_308 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483648018a0bc" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_12 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_48364801b82fd" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 힘겨운 고비를 넘긴 다음날부터 하루에 절반 이상은 정신이 혼미한 상태가 계속되는 상황... <IMG id=ke_attach_257 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_4836480259b32" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그런 와중에 소윤이 또래 아이가 병실에 돌아다닌단 소리에 눈을 슬며시 뜨는 소봉씨... <IMG id=ke_attach_774 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483648022b11f" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_786 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_4836480292950" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_895 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_483647fe8cc20" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_265 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_28_48364802c1b30" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_426 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_4836489fef377" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_425 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a03184b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 9월21일은 소윤이 첫번째 생일날. 눈도 제대로 뜰수 없는 엄마지만 소윤이와 통화를 시도 <IMG id=ke_attach_718 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a0c6aea" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_667 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a117634" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_417 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a1421c5" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_225 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a08bd8b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그 모습을 지켜보시던 친정어머닌 결국 눈물을 흘리시고... <IMG id=ke_attach_133 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a1736ca" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 정신이 반이상 혼미해도 느껴지는 암의 통증때문에 그 와중에도 또 일어서서 병원 복도를 걸어야 하는 소봉씨... <IMG id=ke_attach_146 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a1c479e" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 걷지 않는 순간엔 늘상 이렇게 정신이 없는 상태로 앉아있어야 한다. <IMG id=ke_attach_93 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a2083df" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그러다가도 소윤이만 찾아오면 언제 그랬냐는듯 눈을 뜨는 소봉씨. <IMG id=ke_attach_913 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a235a68" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_778 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a2615a0" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_712 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a28ffad" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 항상 풀려있던 눈동자에 비로소 촛점이 잡히고... <IMG id=ke_attach_576 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a2be9bd" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_447 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a2ebc61" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_568 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a326c16" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_990 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a3bc11a" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_189 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a421dbe" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이의 첫번째 생일에 다 같이 사진을 찍어보려 하지만 또다시 정신이 혼미해지는 소봉씨... <IMG id=ke_attach_988 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_31_483648a450f9d" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_562 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e192190" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_784 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e1ca7e6" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 9월 30일로 잡혀있던 돌잔치는 소봉씨의 건강악화로 인해 뒤로 미루어지고 잔치 대신 윤이가 엄마 곁에서 하루를 보내고 갔지만 소봉씨는 아무것도 인식하지 못하고 혼미한 정신으로 앉아만 계셨다... <IMG id=ke_attach_933 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e20e80d" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_461 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e24a50e" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그래도 한번씩 울컥해지는 엄마의 마음은 딱 한가지... <IMG id=ke_attach_964 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e28f674" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_981 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e301cc3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_825 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e33b2bc" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이가 가장 좋아하는 노래 '곰 세마리'를 불러주다가도 정신을 놓아버리는 엄마 소봉씨 <IMG id=ke_attach_879 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e381b97" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_490 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e3b7ad1" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_88 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e3f10bf" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이가 돌아가고 응급상황 <IMG id=ke_attach_304 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e442f8c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_414 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e47ae2b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_941 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e4b345a" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_457 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e503bc1" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_392 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e5544c2" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_658 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e5a74d1" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_945 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e5ed1f3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_82 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e63c1e2" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_274 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_36_483649e672cd8" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 혈변때문에 자꾸 화장실에 가려는 소봉씨. 산소 호흡기도 버거워져서 자꾸 빼려고 하고 <IMG id=ke_attach_350 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1601d5b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_548 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a16894f7" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_563 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a16ccefc" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_625 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a171edc3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_262 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1761820" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_452 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/8_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1790a09" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이 돌잔치를 하기로 했었던 9월30일이 하루 지난 10월 1일. 건강하고 순하던소윤이가 열이 오르고 자꾸 보챈다. <IMG id=ke_attach_315 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a17d53a5" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그 시각 소봉씨는 준비를 하신다... <IMG id=ke_attach_584 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a181c68f" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_799 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a186085d" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_479 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a18c6d03" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_936 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a19193a3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_882 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a195d570" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 혼수상태에 자꾸 빠지는 소봉씨를 눕히자는 의사선생님. 그치만 소봉씨는 허리 통증으로 지난 수개월동안 한번도 누워본적이 없다... <IMG id=ke_attach_718 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a199ffcc" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_295 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a19d95c3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_719 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1a204c3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 드디어 병원와서 처음으로 똑바로 누워보는 소봉씨... <IMG id=ke_attach_72 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1a642a8" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_518 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1aa8864" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_956 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1b10a9e" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_343 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds79/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_37_48364a1b54c6e" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 절절한 마음을 쏟아내는 친정 어머니... <IMG id=ke_attach_285 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8deb02d" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_717 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8e2f7fa" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_919 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8e68211" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_481 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8ea2f4b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_785 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8edb565" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그런데 기적같이... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646906b0e1" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364690a3346" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364690da60e" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_4836469113e45" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646914301f" border=0> 돌잔치 하러가자는 친정엄마의 귓속말에 손을 움직이며 일어나시는.... <IMG id=ke_attach_719 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/6_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8f1f17d" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_945 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8f58f3b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_4836469179f01" border=0> <IMG id=ke_attach_559 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8fca718" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 남편과 어머니의 이름까지 똑바로 대답해주고... <IMG id=ke_attach_730 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a9049840" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_269 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a9082a12" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_677 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a90b9cb3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_41 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a90e86a2" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그리고 주먹까지 꽉 쥐고 힘겹게 내 뱉은 한마디는... <IMG id=ke_attach_174 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/16_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a8dad031" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_289 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a916931c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_282 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_39_48364a91d9f63" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그것이 생전에 마지막말이 되었다 ... . . <IMG id=ke_attach_759 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364acf82c98" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/4_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678de95c3f" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/1_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678dc863ef" border=0> 남편의 고백...... <IMG id=ke_attach_300 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/7_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364acd8a751" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_302 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/5_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364acdcf0bd" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_803 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364ace1fbd3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_936 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364ace65cad" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_239 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364acea9a61" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_797 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364aceed817" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> . <IMG id=ke_attach_330 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364ad05de0c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이와의 약속대로 돌잔치 날짜인 9월30일까지 버티시고도 하루를 더 사시고 떠나셨다... <IMG id=ke_attach_225 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364ad0a13fe" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소윤이 돌잔치를 위해 만들었던 옷 <IMG id=ke_attach_561 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/15_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364ad0f20a3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_615 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/9_cafe_2008_05_23_13_40_48364acc61fd8" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 그리고 소봉씨가 예약해놓은 곳에서 한달 늦은 돌잔치를 하는 가족들 <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/3_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364691ad730" border=0> <IMG id=ke_attach_972 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae818c78" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_965 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae85be75" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_917 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae89e8a3" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_85 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/2_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae8d8a20" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_396 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae9135b8" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_705 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/11_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae956f93" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_235 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/4_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae991cbf" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_578 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae9d6a0e" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_238 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364aea26d5c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG id=ke_attach_731 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364aea6ab51" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> 소봉씨가 그렇게 소윤이 돌잔치에 집착했던 이유... <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/12_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678dccd45e" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/7_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678dd11076" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/4_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678dd48ed0" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/3_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678dd8ebc7" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/1_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678ddd314e" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/3_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678de24c05" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds75/9_cafe_2008_05_23_16_57_483678de5b6d7" border=0> 아프기전 함께 여행가자고 했던 바닷가에 소봉씨만 빠진채 모인 가족들. <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/10_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646921f1cb" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/12_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646924d7f4" border=0> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/13_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_483646928816b" border=0> 죽기전까지 오직 걱정했던 한사람 소윤이를 돌봐주겠단 약속을 하며 인사를 고하는 식구들... <IMG id=ke_attach_111 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/1_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364aeab002c" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)"> <IMG src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds74/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_22_48364691e3a59" border=0> 삼가 고인의 편안한 휴식을 빕니다.... 소윤이도 건강하게 자라길 빌어요.. . <IMG id=ke_attach_750 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds78/14_cafe_2008_05_23_13_41_48364ae7cfe6b" border=0 ?CURSOR: hand?="/*/*/*/*/*/*window.open*/*/*/*/*/*/(this.src)">       <H4 align=center>나 죽으면</H4>    ---- 詩/ 청계 박원철. 나 죽어 더 이상 그대 볼 수 없게 될 때 그대 마당 한켠에 자라는 석류나무 밑에 묻어 다오. 그래서 이 몸이 썩어 석류꽃으로 피어서 그대의 다정한 눈빛 마주 보게 하라. 그대 그리움으로 영글어 터지는 열매로 매달려서 님의 손길 내게로 오게 하고 새콤한 그 맛에 씽긋 눈웃음 짓게 하라. 프렌치 키스보다 더 깊은 입맞춤으로 그대 입 속에서 알알이 터 져 그대 몸 일부가 되게 하라.     <IMG class=tx-daum-image style="CLEAR: none; FLOAT: none; CURSOR: pointer" hspace=1 src="https://t1.daumcdn.net/cafefile/pds107/5_cafe_2008_12_06_14_44_493a111cee908" width=640 vspace=1 border=0 actualwidth="640" isset="true">     그대여. 나 이제 죽어서 비로소 그대와 한 몸 되리니...... 내 몸에 달린 첫 열매는 아무에게도 말고 맨 먼저 그대가 달려 와 님이 먹어서 해마다 첫 만남이 그대이게 하고 내 몸에 열린 가장 예쁜 열매 또한 누구에게도 말고 맨 먼저 그대가 발견하고 달려 와 님이 먹어서 나에게 가장 소중한 것 그대 것 되게 하라. 나 죽으면 . . . .       <DIV style="COLOR: #666666" align=center> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width="100%" align=center border=0> 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