Back with the weekly hearts up after my two weeks holiday with my parents 💙
You had a great time with Fantasy in Japan, didn't you?
Loved seeing all the cute pictures you took with them...you can see how precious the bond is between you all ☺️
I am glad you get the opportunity to meet Fantasy like that beside the concerts and other schedules. It's always special to meet you guys but in this small, almost intimate surrounding it's probably unmatched.
Especially because you do it not in Korea but in Japan so more people get the chance to attend beside the usual crowd.
Not going to lie, international fans (by the way, why don't call us Fantasy too? I've always wanted to ask 🤔) are a bit envious. It's obvious we will never get this kind of events but these rushed High Touches and some group pictures with other Fantasy.
I know that you have no influence on this, but that it is a matter between FNC and the respective organiser. And yes, it is utopian to expect you to do such things all the time. After all, it's the uniqueness that makes it so special and that's a good thing 😊
It's just that many international Fantasy feel a bit left out of everything, be it concerts, group content on YouTube without any subtitles and so many other things. It hurts to see that and somehow you have that little voice in the back of your head trying to tell you that we are second choice Fantasy.
Don't worry 😄 I know we are not, honestly the amount of affection and warmth you guys show towards us is enough to nip that in the bud.
But it's somehow significant when we think of a livestream as some kind of healing for the feeling of abandonment...that sounds totally dramatic 🙈😅
And I feel bad writing all this to you, but it had built up so much over the last few weeks that I just needed to write it down.
These are things you can't change of course and don't you dare to feel obliged to apologise 🤨
You are more than we can ask for, my busy bee 😘 You and the others work your (excuse my language) asses off to give us everything and more and we love you on your good and not so good days.
But I am also not a fan of withholding things like this from you, because it affects us as Fantasy and in a way it also effects you.
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Oh my 😅 How do I get back to my weekly hearts up?
I feel like I can't get out of it anymore 🙈 I am sorry for unloading everything upon you...so much for uplifting words at the start of the week.
Anyway, welcome back home 😊 Make sure you get a good night's sleep throughout the week, eat lots of delicious stuff and maybe sneak in one or two or many unhealthy treats in between 😉
Sending you a big hug and take care always 💕
- bets