today was mehhh as usualllll i did some studying and then i kinda knocked out,,, i think i got sick from getting caught in the cold rain the other day i feel super feverish i have a stuffy nose and i have a really bad pressure headache and sore throat 😔😔 sighhhh idk it just feels like one thing after another and on top of that i rarely leave my home cos i cant leave the area of the city i live in without my dad cos its “unsafe” or whatever and i just feel like prisoner lmaooo i mean hes annoyed i dont have a job but he hasent let me go to an interview twice now so :// idk i give up honestly i just hate feeling this way everrryy single day i just wanna feel happy and productive again :(
but anyways i hope u had a good day!! i hope uve been doing better since ur last letter :(( i hope its easier for u to fall asleep now and that u arent being kept awake by ur thoughts :(( i love u a lot yanno? i wish only the best for u 🥺 i hope u sleep well tonight my little star <3