my beloved one, ❤️ hi
mahi is here after a long time
how are you doing these days?
I am going through a hard situation... really hard ... sometimes I think in this world we can't find something fair enough... we have to try so hard, work so hard toward our goals and it's possible we can not make it comes true... it's not fair ... I guess I have to try again :)
but I'm tired juho, I am really tired of trying and trying and trying... I need to achieve my goals ... I really need it :) but it's not easy
when I was a child I always wanted to be a scientist and from 6 till now in my 26 I tried and trying for it ... I am, you can see it ... but it's really hard ... really ...
I feel so miserable these days ...
wish me luck :)
wish me good days, and just tell me that good things happen to me one day :)
I know that I have to stand up again and try one more time ... I promise I will do it
but I need to tell you as my best friend I feel awful these days ... and I need someone hold me tight and tell me that everything gonna be ok 🙂
just this :)