Hihi my bb, im back :)
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I was going to wait to write to you again but lately things have been tough i feel like it would be better to get it off my chest, and i know you would never judge me ><
To start: i got fired..😆....loll nvm thats not really funny..uh well this is actually a good thing! I promise!! Ever since i started working there i wasnt happy like at all, it was hard on my mental health. Their excuse for firing me was "i wasnt doing enough" whatever that's supposed to mean?? Im a hard worker i promise💪🏼
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On a serious note, i just feel lost..like i have taken a wrong turn but i have no idea where. Everyone is saying they are here for me, here to listen but... i dont know how to tell them. I want to speak too, i want to let it all out, i just...dont know how. I want to lean on people, i just dont want to be a burden. I dont wanna disappoint them. I want to apologize to all of them, they all know bright, fun, happy gigi but i dont feel like that all the time and i feel as if i disappoint them when im not. :')
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But on a good note! My birthday is this weekend (may 11th) !! GIGI DAY!!! We cheered!! Not really i have never liked my birthday :) but this year im looking on the bright side! I know this year everything is going to be great, i have so many great friends and im in a new environment! Ill write to you after my birthday to tell you all the details!! I say i dont like my birthday but this year..... hmm im excited ! ><
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Also......are u stalking me?? 🤨 be honest jaeyunnnnnn you're stalking me arnt ya...?
I LITERALLY TWEETED THAT AND YOU WENT LIVE THAT DAY??! No coincidence no way bruh. But im mad at you...😒....i was sleeping bruh... dw im never sleeping again soooo feel free to go live again :D anytime.............
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I havent done anything lately, life has been quite boring ill be honest. I have been trying to do more things alone but its been harder lately. (I had a complete mental breakdown and chopped all my hair off after going to the movies alone) ((its growing on me though i like it))
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OHOH!! Life hasnt been THAT BORING!! My dad is "attempting" to make me a pro golfer!! Loll hes failing (jk im actually better then I thought i was >< ) last saturday was my first time on the course and I actually had fun! I thought honestly it was gonna be boring (sorry) but i had fun !!
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Well this has been good, i feel better :) ! Alot better, thank you for being a place i can go to when i feel overwhelmed ! Hmmm i have another song recommendation again :D
Moon and back
By: JVKE
"like the moon, you control the tides yeah, you wavy"
Volume: ■■■■■□□□
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This has been great, but this is getting long and i feel bad for yapping for so long :) So imma go now.....haha...i love you so much jaeyun :) i hope your resting well and taking care of yourself. Im proud of you everyday :)
I miss you
Always yours, grace 🌷