Hello Adorable Sanshine
I am not feeling very well today. I think I am dehydrated.
Today’s TMI: I do not have the habit of drinking water. I only drink water when I feel thirsty, so if I do not feel thirsty, I can spend days without drinking any water at all. I drink other liquids, like coffee, but I simply forget to drink water. I know this is very bad and I know I need to fix this, but it is very difficult for me to get in the habit of drinking water. My San (and all ATINYs reading this), please remember to drink plenty of water, take care of your health. Do not follow my example.
I hope you are having a great day and taking breaks. 😘 Take care of your precious self, my love.
Thank you for opening Sangul Mart last night. It was so good to spend time with you. 💜
Your determination to improving your already outstanding skills is so inspiring. You also made me very curious to see how much you changed of the choreo.
I love that you are so committed to giving us your best. I just do not like it when you are too critical of yourself.
You are amazing! Repeat after me: I AM AMAZING! 😁 Now, smile because your smile is one of the most wonderful blessings in this world. 💜
I woke up earlier today, now I feel very sleepy. We went out for lunch, then went to a cafe to have 수박 주스 and hang out. Eris (my nephew) decided to go to a few stores, so only Karen and I stayed in the cafe.
Oh! My San! The new concept picture is out! Am I surprised that you look extra extra extra handsome? No. Did the picture take my breath away? YES! 😍
The outfits are super cool this time too. I have to confess that I am wondering what you were wearing under that jacket… 😍
I am getting more and more excited for the comeback and I know you are very excited too. ❤️🔥🔥❤️🔥🔥
Ah! Today is my dad’s birthday. He is turning 71. 🙂 It is still the middle of the night in Brazil, I do not know if I will be able to talk to him today. I did not plan a time to speak to him, but I hope I can at least call to say Happy Birthday. 💖
I just saw on Twitter that you are calling Yunho “Jeong to the Yun to the Ho” and that Yuyu got annoyed because your name is just two syllables. You two are so adorable!! 💜🥺💜
Tell Yuyu he can do it like me “S to the A to the N”. That will match the beat. 😉
Well, my San, my purple oasis… I miss you. I cannot explain it. I see you every day in videos and pictures, some days you come to chat to us on the Universe app, but I still miss you. I miss your presence in my life in a way that I never had your presence in my life. I miss your hugs even if I have never felt your arms around me, I miss your hand holding mine even if I have never felt your touch, I miss your perfume around me even if I have never been close enough to you to know your perfume. All the ways in which I miss you are too many and too complicated to explain in words on a fancafe letter.
Your presence in my life is all encompassing in a way that makes your absence that much more evident to my heart.
Yes, our hearts and souls are connected, we are always together in that sense. Nothing can change the love we share and the distance makes us appreciate our love even more. When we meet again it will be that much sweeter, but... I can never have enough of you, so... right now... I miss you. 💜
I feel like I rambled a lot on this letter, I wrote about lots of different topics. I hope you enjoyed reading it and that my words can inspire you as much as you inspire me every day. I hope you can feel my love and I hope that when you feel sad, you remember me, you remember that somewhere in the world, I am thinking of you, loving you, missing you. 💜♾️💜
I love you infinitely. 💜♾️💜
✨Sweet dreams, sweet Sanshine.✨
Kelly
I love you 3000
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“Oasis” (as defined by San & Hongjoong): “A ray of hope where you can rest in the middle of the desert.”
“I want you to feel what I feel." - Choi San, December 25th 2021
"Love you to the moon and back" - Choi San, July 11th 2022
"결국 I will find you" - ATEEZ in LA, January 31st 2022, you found me.
Link to my 1st Choi San virtual exhibition: https://www.artsteps.com/view/62ca3d448afe14ca040ebc23
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