It’s impossible to describe how I am feeling after reading your letter…. impossible…. So many mixed feelings….
You have been my source of happiness for so long….. You gave me so many AMAZING moments… so much joy….that is hard to thank you for everything….
On July 19th of this year will turn 4 years since the last moment I saw you live on stage….and it feels like an eternity…
So now I know I will wait at least 2 more years until I can start dreaming about the chance to see you again….
As a Korean man you must do it…. It’s time… the best time for you…
As someone that loves you the way I do it hurts in a way that words will never express…
And also as someone that loves you I feel glad that you will make it filled with good memories and happy moments to give you strengh and comfort during the years ahead….
I love you Jooheon… and I don’t think my feeling has an expiration date…. It’s forever…
So I’ll be waiting for you…. And even feeling my heart bleeding right now I’ll be here waiting to see you back with a smile uponmy face…
The smile you gave to me… ♥️
So this is not a goodbye right?
See you soon….right? We will see you soon….
My heart is imploding of missing you right now… I think I never missed you the way I am now…. But I will turn all this feeling into energy of blessings to your days…. I’ll be here praying for you…to have the best days at the army….
I love you Jooheon…. Always… All day…. 내게 사랑을 알려준 네게 정말 고마워…. 😭♥️