Hi~♡
My Singie♡
My one and only♡
My Olaf
My lovey dovey♡
It's been a long time since I wrote you a letter♡
Singie♡
Maybe my letter this time just wants to tell you how I felt when I met you up close for the first time...
I don't know if you will be uncomfortable or not... what is clear is that I just want you to know...
Singie♡
Maybe meeting you wasn't as smooth as I imagined... suddenly my feet had problems... even though I wanted to enjoy my time with you without any problems 🥺...
I'm so scared I won't be able to meet you... I cried all night because I was careless and hurt my leg...
until after that incident, my legs couldn't walk... I was really afraid of not meeting you...
until finally, I was forced to be able to walk with the pain I felt...
And over time I got used to walking with pain... actually, I feel like a bone has shifted... because even now... if I walk and stand for a long time... my feet will still swell...
hm... I haven't taken it to the hospital yet to be seen... but... because it's approaching fancon month in Indonesia I don't want to be unable to attend 🥺... so I just let it happen every time I walk my feet will swell... it's just the pain it's starting to decrease hehe...
Singie♡
From the start, I went to HK... I was very excited... because I would see your performance on stage.. and my heart always beats fast when I remember the benefits I got from the HK fancon..
When fancon day arrived... and you appeared on stage... for some reason my eyes couldn't see you at all.. my heart started to go crazy 🥺.. even though I was far away and I didn't expect you to remember me or not... but.. I was so nervous when I saw you.. 😭...
I also don't know why it's like this...
I guess I'll just feel nervous when the benefits arrive...
But, in reality, I really can't see you directly 😭...
until finally, I had to do a fancam, I saw you from my cellphone screen 🫠...
When the time comes for Hi touch... seeing you in first place... I feel like I want to run away 😭.. but the friend behind me always pulls me again 😭...
Until finally I saw you up close for the first time... touched your hand for the first time...
hearing your voice live for the first time...
you know? I feel like my legs are weak 😭... I feel like my heart understands how I'm really, really nervous about seeing the person I've always loved from afar...
Then, when the photo was 1:1... wow... my heart, hands, and feet were all out of order 😭...
before arriving in HK and the fancon event... many of my friends gave me examples of poses that I would do with you... from hugging poses, holding hands to cheeks pressed together...
But, when I went up and met you.. my heart still considered you an IDOL 🥺...
My heart really seems to refuse to give the behavior that others want... really refuse... I see you as something precious in my heart... so I can't do that...
From the start, you welcomed me with your signature smile... and the way you treated fans like me was really very polite... I felt like I was respected as a woman... how could I ask for a pose like that...
You just treat me like that... even though I know fan service is your job... but my heart can't do it at all hehe...
Until finally I made myself comfortable enough to pose hehe... and you follow the pose as comfortably as you want... at least you are yourself♡...
and not having to force you to do what I want... it makes me relieved and happy♡
You know? When I took that photo.. my heart said "I really really love this person" hahaha it's strange... the little things you gave me.. made me feel even crazier.. even though I don't know whether it's your true nature or part of your fan service...
but my heart seems to be convinced that is one of your characteristics...
Even though I promised myself not to read you again during the fancon...
Because I was scared, I couldn't hold back my feelings... and sure enough, they came out 😭...
Oh! When you asked to talk to me... it's not that I don't like you being that close... but... I was really embarrassed 😭... my face started to turn red and I wanted to cry 😭... my heart was really out of control 😭...
Even though I only saw you up close for a few seconds... I was very happy... seeing the smile of the person I really care about in person..
Thank you Singie♡
Even though I had prepared my heart to be able to chat with you... but in the end, I can't say or ask you 😭...
my heart is so annoying 🥺... ugh!
When I share the photo... everyone regrets that it doesn't look romantic... but, I want to see the side that you are not always like that... you are very precious in my eyes... especially with that long queue... I'm sure you will be tired of requests for a pose like that...
Singie♡
Sorry... this time my feelings grew very big with happiness... meeting you for the first time and that short meeting I thought was very sweet... I found another side of you which is really very cute...
After the photo was finished... I went down and sat on the edge of the stage... and I held back tears... at that moment I immediately chatted with a friend of mine who really love Davin... I just sent a message "I really, really love Singie, I really want him to be happy and shining"
Singie♡
When I saw directly and felt directly how you looked... I could feel your hard work... until I found out how until the end you had to keep giving like a gift to the fans... I imagined from the start you were doing all this... I'm like... haven't done anything for you... sorry...
Singie♡
I hope you are always happy, hmm... surely times of hard work like this really make you depressed... but, I hope this is just my thoughts... you are still happy doing all this for the future...
Singie♡
I hope we can meet again in good health♡
I really love you♡
And
Olafyou ❤️✨️
-dentyra 🩷
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