Dear Hyungwon,
Watching this episode made me feel homesick for the first time in a long time. I paused the video and just cried, missing all the people I consider home. Most I can’t even call or visit anymore. There are few people left who know the real me.
Just as I finished the episode, my aunt called. Now, you have to understand that the episode was uploaded at 6:00 am my time. It was early, but the family tea was especially hot (I hope you know what that means), and I always answer her calls. She talked for over an hour.
Not long after that call, my sister texted me saying that our older sister is crazy. She called a few minutes later to tell me what happened. The situation is so unbelievable I made her repeat herself. All this drama before 10:00 am.
My aunt and my sister are the two people who know me best. Physical proximity to them was collateral damage in my struggle for freedom, but these phone calls brought them close for a little while. I am a little glad that I moved away, though, because I absolutely do not want to deal with any of that drama. I’m glad it’s a holiday weekend and I have an extra day to not talk to anyone.
Okay, I love you. Thank you for the show. I’ll bother you later ♥