Dear Chang... Hello from the other side
Last night I woke up like 3 times during the night.
I couldn't find my comfort in my own bed, I was sweating but cold at the same time and I was like a zombie without sleeping.
I was staring at the ceiling thinking about sad things and how my life is turning slowly.
Something that I never do is to turn on the phone on the middle of the night because I get worse... But I did it because I was going into desperation.
The first thing I did was to listen to a song that's stuck in my head for a while... It's called Fish Out of Water by Tears For Fears. You might like it...
Then I scrolled down on YouTube and found someone reacting to Daydream, Crescendo and Lone Ranger. Like me, he loved Lone Ranger, so I gave my thumb up.
Then you came to talk about Lucy. I'm not sure if the timing was right, but it was like you knew I was struggling and made me feel better. She's beautiful by the way.
All my thoughts shouted and I could sleep well... I woke up tired and I was sleepy all day, but thanks to you I could calm my head down. That's something I really appreciate because this girl inside never shut up.
I hope you can find comfort with every letter when you feel stuck as well. Remember us as your shelter, remember me as a foreign anonymous person whose life was changed by you for a moment.
Thanks for that and for the rest. Let's keep together for a long time 💜