Yunho, Hello..
how is everything there in Japan?
I hope you're always happy and healthy too there
I know it hasn't been a while since I last wrote you
a letter here, however today I think I really need to
write you again one🥲 I know you won't probably
see this, but its okay- Since I really love you, and
really need a place to distract my mind 🥲
Its quite hard for me to write right now actually,
but I just want you to know- that even if I wont
be here, or even if I cant write you letters anymore,
I will still love you Yunho, I will try my best to still
love you as I always do, I'll really really try my best.
You and the ateez members have been with me
all these times, and I really cant manage to leave
all of you, so I will always try my best to love all
of you although its hard.
I've really been so unstable lately, and I really dont
know what to do, so I'm really sorry if I talk a lot of
nonsense here😭 I just really don't know where else
I could talk to- and my chest really hurts right now,
but I'll bear with it.. I'll try to be okay, I will comeback
stronger to love you more, so for you always be okay
too 🥺
Since tours are also getting near, goodluck!
please don't get hurt too..
You really mean a lot for me, and I'm really
sad that I cant do much for you in return,
except rooting and loving you from far, but
I really hope that's still okay..
....
I really dont know what else to say right now,
except I'll try to love you and mantain this love.
Because right now, I really dont know how to
even love myself, it makes me hurt myself a
lot lately- but I'll really try to cope with it all.
So for you always be happy okay, because
you really mean a lot for me..
I have to go now, sorry if this message became
messy too.. I just really dont know who I could
talk to right now🥺
eat well and stay warm, Yunho ❤️
I love you, always..
unconditionally❤️
~From your only Tiny Hotteok, Gie🦋