hi my love!!
i miss you... but today you actually posted right after I came out of my office building and it made me so happy ㅎ it felt like a reward after a long day of work.... and also i took it as an encouragement because once i got home i had a particular stressful situation to manage 😅
so, months ago I was really close friends with this particular girl who I met through twitter and talked to every single day.. this went on for four years until towards the middle-end of 2022 we started to fight a lot for many reasons and she decides our friendship is not worthy anymore. fair enough cause I felt like i was losing sight of myself to always be there for her and honestly our friendship became kinda toxic on both ends. breaking up was the best thing tbh and as much as I was sad during the weeks after, it slowly started to get better with time, I also met new people and started being more active so letting her go was much easier! I still miss her sometimes but I don't really miss all the fights or all the insecurities she caused me..
anyways, yesterday I discovered that she still talks about me on twitter and not in a good way... I was wondering if it was best to confront her or just don't mind it and let it go but since this happened a few times already, what if she kept going? and honestly I don't really care if she thinks of me like that, but at least don't go and talk publicly about it? especially cause it's been a few months of no contact and I even ended up blocking her sns cause I didn't really want her in my life anymore..
so I did a really mature thing that I've never been good at which was waiting patiently until my emotions were normal and then just think about what to do.. I also asked my friends what would they to if they were me and some of them were like you know what it's not really worth it but most of them just said if it bothers you then reply to her.. I also thought about what would you do and from how much I know you I think if someone disrespects you, you would confronted them....
and that's exactly what I did in the end! I stood up for myself and that makes me kinda proud because I remember all those times when I couldn't because she just would guilt trip me or use my affection for her to hurt me more 🙃 I think I went a bit too hard though... I basically told her that if she wanted to speak she could just do it privately otherwise to stop this childish behaviour and to move on with her life as she should have done months ago... but seriously she's the first who always hated to be picked on like that and now she's the first one who does it and it's even public like- she should have expected it at this point lmao
honestly I don't even know if she's gonna reply at this point... she's in the wrong big time so I wonder what her twisted mind could come up as a response tbh but I'm ready no matter what! I'll let you know if there are some updates ㅎ
have a good day today too btw love you lots always and thank you for always being here when I need you the most 🤍