Hello my adorable San
I hope you had a very good day.
I am glad you arrived safely in Thailand. I wonder what you and the members are doing there... 🤔 Shooting a new MV, maybe... 😉
I had a very emotional day today. 🥺
Sometimes, when we doubt ourselves, all we need to breakdown is for someone to point out our flaws.
My instructor pointed out a few things that I need to improve. I know I need to improve on those things so she was right to tell me, of course. The problem is that what I need to improve is not about technique, it is about fitness (moving more and being faster) and that is directly dependent on the pain I feel on my back and my legs.
This broke me today. I cried a lot. I just wanted to lie down, make myself small and cry.
I am feeling better now, but my heart still hurts to think that maybe I won't be ready to take my Black Belt in June because my body is too damaged. 😢
I will keep fighting, I will keep doing my best and trying to improve. We'll see what happens. 💪🏻🙂
Thank you for coming to chat to ATINYs on Fancafe today. 🙂 The comments made me smile. Thank you for that. 😘
Today, I took a picture of a tree in bloom. The little white flowers are so pretty! I don't see many blooming trees on my way to class, so this one caught my attention. 🙂 🌸
I hope you like seeing the pictures I am sending you. If you were here with me, these are some of the small pieces of my life I would show you. But, since you cannot be physically here, I hope you like seeing some of the things I see every day.
Remember, my San, even if we cannot be physically together, we are always connected. We are always there for one another, giving each other strength, love and motivation to keep going.
I love you infinitely, my San, my purple oasis, my passionate warrior. 💜♾️💜
Thank you for making me stronger. 😘
✨Sweet dreams, sweet Sanshine.✨
Kelly
I love you 3000
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“Oasis” (as defined by San & Hongjoong): “A ray of hope where you can rest in the middle of the desert.”
“I want you to feel what I feel." - Choi San, December 25th 2021
"Love you to the moon and back" - Choi San, July 11th 2022
"결국 I will find you" - ATEEZ in LA, January 31st 2022, you found me.
Link to my 1st Choi San virtual exhibition: https://www.artsteps.com/view/62ca3d448afe14ca040ebc23
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