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hello again ^^
i never realized it’s been two months since i last wrote to you… i think you can tell i spend my summer break well~
i’ll update you all about my summer break now!! you can skip to the end if you just want to read about me talking about the comeback 😌
last time i updated you was when i went to amsterdam with my mom, i honestly don’t even remember what i did after that… so let me scroll through my camera roll
oh right!! it’s been SUCH a nice summer here, we had two heatwaves and a bit of a drought which was not that nice (climate change and all) but the weather was so much better compared to last year! i remember last year it didn’t really feel like we had a summer because we got around 2 weeks of good weather COMBINED 😢 so i am really happy this years summer actually felt like summer 💞 we even reached 40 degrees celcius here (that’s 104 degrees fahrenheit for the americans >.<) which is absolutely crazy… everyone stayed inside because that type of heat in my country is absolutely no fun, it gets so humid and gross and the air gets really heavy… but we survived!
i went shopping with my mom too because i desperately needed new pants, but i got home with an entire bag filled with more than just new pants 😭 i love all the items i bought that day though and i’ve been wearing every single piece almost every week, from one of the shirts to the new pants i got!! so i think it’s a day (and money) well spend~
while shopping i also came across this huge penguin plushy and it was also in a keyring format! as much as i thought it was cute i had already spent so much money so i decided not to buy it, but i now really regret not getting that keyring…
we also have this really big mall called westfield mall here that recently opened, well not recently but i had never been so my mom and i decided to go there once to check it out and we had such a good time! my mom got some really pretty earrings and i got a few sanrio stuff and two mangas for my collection >.<
we also had some snacks and dinner before leaving, we spent such a long time there because it is so big!! i had a really nice time 💞
as you can see i had a fun summer, i also went to a fair with my dad and my brothers and we went into this big attraction, i’m not even sure how to explain it but you step in at the bottom and then you go up and wait for the people on the ground to get in on the other end (this part was hell because we were waiting all the way up in the sky) and then it swings(?) like that… anyway… not sure why i got into it because i was SO SCARED… i’m not necessarily afraid of heights but more so the idea that i might fall and drop to my… yea…
MOVING ON!
i dont think i ever updated you about the situation with my right ear and hearing…
so basically last year around the end of summer break i noticed my hearing in my right ear was a lot less, and at first we thought it was clogged so we went to the doctors but they didn’t see any sign of it being clogged in any way… so we decided to go to the hospital closest to us and they took a CT head scan and did a few tests but they couldn’t really find what was wrong so i got sent home with the message that if it got worse or it continued on i should call again… this was around last year november i think? my mom and i decided to get a second opinion in a different hospital near us, who took another hearing test and a few other tests. we still got the same result… the hearing in my right ear was definitely declining but we didn’t know why… the doctor looked at my CT scan again and thought he saw something which is called otosclerosis(?) and it’s basically just… one of the bones in your ears that is supposed to vibrate and “translate” sounds is growing attached/hardening making it harder to translate sounds, meaning im slowly losing my hearing… he wasn’t entirely sure so we went to a bigger hospital and he confirmed it for us 🥲 there were two solutions: get surgery to detach the bone or get hearing aids. me being the scaredy cat i am decided to wait with surgery and i decided to get hearing aids! this entire process took almost a year… but!
I HAVE HEARING AIDS!! and they work so well 🥹
i had a really hard time accepting that i would slowly but surely lose my hearing or atleast that it would worsen, but knowing the hearing aids can atleast help me for now makes me stress about it all a little less 😌 i’m not sure what the future holds for me and my hearing, but i’m glad to at least know what’s wrong after an entire year of uncertainty 🥹
i do think i want to learn sign language in the near future in case one day, even after the surgery i lose my hearing, you never know and it’s always good to know for other hard of hearing and deaf people!!
i also (re)started uni, but that’s a story for another time, i don’t want this letter to be too long which it already is 😭
now that i’ve updated you on practically everything…
IT’S COMEBACK TIME!!! 🌊
i am so excited… i got extremely excited hearing the preview on mcountdown and the mv teaser looked so incredibly fun too!! i also listened to the highlight medley yesterday and oh god… i don’t think i’ll be able to choose a favorite song off the new album!!! they all sound so good 😭 for now judging from the medley i think i’ll pick new addiction, but i will get back to you about this after the album is out 🫡
i have been keeping up with you and the other kids over summer break and i just want to say how proud i am of you… performing at kcon la must’ve felt so surreal 🥹💞 i hope you know we will always be cheering you on, i will always be cheering for you even if you don’t see or hear me!!
i don’t want to make this letter insanely long so i will wrap it up for now, but i promise to be back asap with a next letter, pinky promise!!
remember to eat and drink well especially now that schedules are gonna pick up during comeback time and be sure to get enough rest in between the craziness 💞 i love you and i want to thank you for being the light in my life that i most certainly need from time to time 🌟
with so so much love,
Roos 🌹
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