hello to jacob who i miss
how have you been ? are you eating well ? doing all the things you love ? i miss you but i hope your days are bright <3
i've been in some weird sort of slump these past couple days. its still difficult to adjust back to the student life when my surroundings have not changed. thinking of moving some things around in my room to at least give it a different feel so hopefully i get around to that soon.
i've been listening to your little cover of moon river that you sang during your bday vlive :') its my favourite that you've ever done and its not even one that was performed on a show or properly recorded. one day perhaps ? something about it is comforting. maybe cause its so simple. just your sweet voice <3
"we're after the same rainbow's end"
i don't know what end i'm looking for but i hope i reach it some day. in all the unease and uncertainty i feel, at least you are a constant. 2 months left :O thank you for being my constant this year. you keep me grounded through all my worries <3
yesterday, today, tomorrow. as i always say, sleep well and dream sweet dreams. no matter how rough a day might be, lets at least have a good sleep :')
sending all my love to you
- neala, your sweet vanilla
p.s in my last letter i told you of my bff ari and her godson beau !! she said to send this to you too <3 little sleepyhead beau