I can't speak Korean that well but I have many things I'd like to say to you. (한국어를 말하기가 바쁘게, 하지만 나 할말있어요)
So earlier I just saw a SNS post of you saying comforting words through VLIVE.
"Don't feel too much burden as you live your life."
"Think about yourself a bit more."
"Comfort yourself."
"It's okay to go slow."
My tears just fell because of those touching words.. ㅠㅠ
형원오빠. 너무 감사합니다. I needed those words since I have a lot of insecurities nowadays.. like I don't feel that I'm enough and such..
너도요. 응?
I may not know much but I've heard that words and advices that you say to others are also words that you'd like to hear from others as well.
아낀다. You are a very admirable person. You're very mature, no wonder your members sometimes say you're a 할아버지 or old guy. It's because of your mature thinking at times, doesn't it?
It's actually been a few times since I've thought how admirable you are due to your comforting words you give to us Monbebes. However, I'd like to say it to you personally, and I really, really wish if the day comes where we meet in real life, I would be able to say that to you directly. I wish we could meet someday. You really helped me a lot even if you don't know who I am.
I want to say the same encouraging words to you.
형원오빠, don't feel too much burden as you live your life.
향원오빠, think about yourself a bit more. Tired? Rest. Hungry? Eat. Bored? Play or practice. Do what you like and enjoy what you do.
형원오빠, being insecure is okay. You're also human with emotions. Just please remember that whenever you're insecure, you're not alone.
형원오빠, you identify yourself as a turtle. Take it slow, you say. Some things don't need to be rushed. Enjoy the time you're spending, okay?
I am not sure if you will see or understand what I'm saying. But I really, really want to return those encouraging words as well. Because you deserve it.
행복해주세요, 채형원 님.
Regards.