아농 ! 좋은 밤 내 러니 🌙
Hi, Allen ! Good evening ^^
How was your day ? I hope it's going well !
Me, I'm not doing well today :>
I failed 2 interviews yesterday ㅋㅋ so I've been
crying about it a lot today :] Do you think
they're so harsh to tell me that I'm not good enough ?
They could have chosen another words,
than that... That's the most painful words I've heard
all my life ㅠㅠ 미쳤다 !!
While I was on my way home yesterday,
it feels so heavy. I know I'm not good enough at
communicating as this has been my biggest
problem since I was young. I even hate myself
because of how I don't have any progress at all ㅠㅠ
I think I'm going crazy right now.
I'm so tired of hearing people telling me about
how weak my communication skills are.
It feels like my ear's gonna bleed every time they're
going to tell me something like that.
I'm in a lot of pain. They're making me feel so
small and insignificant. I just want some people
to tell me that I did my best, that there's
nothing wrong with me despite not being good
at communicating.
Just, I came here to rant a little bit.
I'm always thankful to you ! ^^
I will listen to Over & Over calm myself !
- Love, Ysha 🩷