the spotlights on me, i step up to the mic and read off the cue card— ‘and the best boy award goes to...’
the crowd waits anxiously as the sea of heads move in one direction towards the stage. there’s only one message; one name echoed throughout their minds... i take a deep breath..
‘KEVIN MOON’— CROWD GOES CRAZY, A STANDING OVATION !!! *audience cheering noises !!!
hehe hiya kebbie ! hope you liked my lil intro even if it has been a while oops,, idk if u remember me my fault lols so grab your popcorn and relax— this ones gonna be a long one !
for todays spacer theme! pics i’ve taken over the few months.. fun lil fact about me, i like taking pics of random objects so i remember the moment more. like they say, a picture holds a thousand words and ‘memories’ is one of them
i know theres spacers in fc now but... think i prefer my photo spacers more, also still trying to figure out the update whew
kebbieeee (or binnie? idk dude both r cute) it’s been a while huhu i haven’t been able to properly congratulate you on all the awards you’ve gotten the past three months— heck call me clean up crew for being late to the party. y’know ive always asked the question; does time pass by quickly when you’re doing something or doing nothing? and by the looks of y’all time definitely does pass by quickly when your doing something— A LOT OF THINGS
btw, the stealer actually got 5 wins did you know ?? the 5th one was my heart— aaAAAA finger guns lol
reveal making a lowkey comeback and teasing into kingdom, did the stealer era really end ?? with how blown away i get from these stages, how they’ve left such an impression on me and my jaw agape every time— a question builds up in my brain, how long have y’all been practicing for ??? or are the boyz that good that it takes a good weeks worth— wouldn’t be surprised though lol.. hope you’ve been resting and eating well; being booked and busy like this huh
hmm.. i really do hope youre taking care keb, health comes first ! physically and mentally of course so don’t forget to take breaks ! and because of the current situation— gotta keep clean !
i’ve always wondered how it would feel to watch a tbz performance irl.. i don’t think i would be able to comprehend it because imma be honest, i cant even comprehend them through a screen, i get that gobsmacked. the amount of times i rewatch the stages and my reaction is always the same as the first— insanely impressed and shocked at how yall brought a new definition to performance
aaa not to mention— DAMNN YALL LOOK GOODDD !!! gosh the outfits for every show yall performed at have been insanely addictive to the eyes, details ! love seeing it ! it’s so pretty im thankful whenever you post the fits ( ´∀` )! gimmie more mirror pics kevin !! writing to the king of mirror pics here yuppppp !
hehe feel like my minds all muddled on what to write about but! really happy seeing you get into beads, looks like you have a lot of fun doing it and i’m glad you do lol. thank you for the beaded live btw !!!! was busy making a phone charm of my own— kebbie ! join the squads and i crafting parties ! idk how tf you come up with those types of patterns,, girl you coming after my crafting title like that tf ??
yuhhh sorry for a not-so-flowy letter but sangyeon releasing his song on soundcloud got me thinking about that producer brain of yours too kebbie. never a day where i never get impressed about how you made your ‘bury a friend’ cover and how that vlive of you explaining the process is still my favorite to this day. i feel like i’ve learned a lot about producing and terms from you too— after all the best way to learn is from someone who’s truly passionate about what they do so thank you for teaching me keb!
when you release a cover or self produced song i hope you get in the nitty gritty of it when you have the time to ^^ don’t worry about sounding nerdy — it’s one of my favorite things about you lol (sliding over rina sawayama.. pls her producing reminds me of u sm.. we need more kevin x rina..)
oo this is long overdue but even christmassy— thank you for providing me and so many other thebs that last stretch of highschool. as corny as it was and how i realized it was promposals from the teaser pics, made me think about how neat it was i technically got asked to christmassy by the boyz !! crazy i know !
i didn’t get prom unfortunately due to the situation,, lmao my last year hadn’t been the best but yall filled that void prettyyy well ! oh word,, i was obsessed with how christmassy was filmed!! wtf !! the videos i used to send you !! i love those type of vids !! just a bunch of vids having fun and a heckuva lot of editing overtop !!
:]] theres been a lot of things irl personally going on and i wanna thank you the most for helping me get through it. again. my mind feels like a puzzle so often lately, i’m glad i’ve got tbz to always be here and solve it. good metaphor or was i pushing it? lmaoo
annndd for my last topic of the letter! something i’ve been wanting to tell you for the longest time! oo my heart rate increased by a bit lol
kevin ! i’ve been thinking about my identity a lot lately.. remember when id say it’s me your filipino ‘girl’ from qatar? this year i feel like the mirror ive looked in for so long shattered into a million different identities... but any piece i pick up it’s too painful. i’m not sure how much you know about trans terms but chelsea is my dead name now. guess i’ll introduce myself once again! imagine we’re shaking hands, hi ! it’s no longer chie your filipino girl from qatar—
hi ! it’s me! eri (air-e) your filipino genderfluid bestie from qatar! my preferred pronouns are they/them c:
i recently heard of you congratulating a non binary fan (enby) in a fansign,, and apologizing about sam smiths pronouns— which i oddly felt comforted by how quick you were to apologize. i know it’s not that big of a deal but.. just made me happy
the path of self identity is a journey alright.. especially when i’ve praised those who express themselves so easily through any form of art
in my past letters i’ve often referenced to fashion, idea of self expression to go against the ‘norm’ and here i am on the stepping stones of doing what i preach. finally expressing myself and being comfortable with it. ive been looking back at my letters and feel like the ive dropped hints that i myself couldn’t even pick up lol
funny right? fancafe became apart of my path too— so have you! yknow i was recently complimented on how androgynous i dressed and when i tell you mooney, how achieved i felt.
i wonder mooney,, i doubt i’ll ever have the chance to really relay and see your reaction to my messages but if ever, what would you say to all the queer, lgbt+ or trans thebs who’ve found you to be their safe space? i know it doesnt seem much, but whenever you do mention our communities so genuinelyy,, feel like crying lmaOOO its a scary world dude !
writing this i feel it shouldn’t be a big deal but hey, i feel like i learn a lot from you and wonder— have you ever learned from a fan? thebs are pretty diverse from the bunch that i’ve met online
anyhow!!! it was nice to finally give you that virtual pat on the shoulder and compliment you on everything that’s happened— because you deserve it :)) ! really wished i knew what words you’d wanna hear more often but, hope i got everything down
anyhow whenever you are reading this! i hope your eating well, sleeping!!!! extremely well and staying safe as always... cotton swabs should not be tapping our brains ! (got teary when i did my test nshdhd)
sending you lots and lots of virtual hugs all the way from qatar to korea !!!!! 🫂🫂🫂
your new and lil confused bestie
— eri ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ ♥️
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