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그레이 아나토미 - 시즌1, 제8화 0: 8 That fantasy of what your life would be -- 0:11 white dress, prince charming, who'd carry you away to a castle on a hill. 0:18 You'd lie in bed at night and close your eyes, 0:20 and you had complete and utter faith. 0:26 8 hours, 16 ounces of chocolate, and 32 cupcakes, 0:29 and they still don't taste right. 0:31 No, these are good. 0:33 Martha Stewart would be proud. 0:35 Yeah, look where it got her. 0:36 Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming -- 0:40 they were so close, you could taste them. 0:43 There's something missing -- some specific ingredient. 0:45 Why can't I remember? 0:47 But eventually you grow up. 0:49 One day you open your eyes, 0:51 and the fairy tale disappears. 0:53 Look, just call her. 0:54 Call your mother and ask. 0:55 Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. 0:59 I don't want to call my mother. 1: 4 So, let's go sleep at your house tonight. 1: 6 What? 1: 7 Why are we always sleeping at my house? 1: 9 Do you even have one? 1:11 One what? 1:11 A house. 1:12 With a closet. 1:14 With your stuff in it. 1:16 Your personal stuff. 1:18 Do you even have one of those? 1:23 Good morning. 1:24 Hey. You guys want a cupcake? 1:26 Izzie made 'em. 1:28 You know, I like it here. 1:30 Hey, you said so yourself -- you liked having your things around, 1:32 sleeping in your own bed. 1:34 You're like a health nut, aren't you? 1:37 You eat muesli every morning. 1:41 No, I don't. 1:42 Okay, the muesli thing -- you do. 1:45 - The last 7 days, at least.<br>- Oh, come on. 1:48 I haven't been here for a whole week... 1:52 Have I? 1:53 See? 1:55 Even they think it's weird. 1:56 But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely. 2: 2 Almost everyone still has that smallest bit of hope -- of faith -- 2: 7 that one day they'll open their eyes 2:10 and it will all come true. 2:22 So, I've checked the schedule. 2:23 I start E.N.T. on the 9th. 2:25 It's a light rotation. Can you get me in then? 2:27 Oh, I'm afraid not. 2:30 We have openings on the 16th. 2:34 There are other options besides termination, you know? 2:37 Adoption... 2:39 keeping the baby. 2:42 - You think it over. Call me back.<br>- Put me down for the 16th. 2:46 I'll confirm after I rearrange my schedule. 2:49 - I know this is a difficult decision.<br>- Okay, you know the talking part? 2:53 I'm not interested. 2:57 So, Devo, you just had a root canal, correct? 3: 0 Yeah. 3: 1 I couldn't stop bleeding after -- literally. 3: 3 Now I'm stuck with you guys. 3: 6 Give me the bullet. 3: 7 17-year-old female hospitalized for excessive bleeding, status post root canal. 3:11 Also had a significant new heart murmur associated with fever. 3:14 Now afebrile on antibiotics. 3:17 If I'm gonna die, can you page my mom and dad? 3:19 You're not dying. 3:20 Where are your parents? 3:21 In the cafeteria. 3:22 My freak father likes hospital food. 3:24 You're in excellent hands here. Dr. Karev is gonna run some labs. 3:28 And I'll see you with your parents in a little while. 3:32 Add a bleeding time to the coags. 3:35 So, what kind of name is "Devo," anyway? 3:39 '80s rocker. 3:40 My parents did too much blow. 3:43 I call myself "Esther." 3:45 Nice skirt, Esther. What are you, amish? 3:47 Haven't you ever seen an orthodox jew? 3:54 This guy belongs in psych. What are you doing turfing him here? 3:57 He's my gift to you. Had a seizure two days ago and another one this morning. 4: 0 What are you talking about? It says right here, 4: 3 "he talks to dead people, his family thinks he's dangerous, and they had him committed." 4: 7 That's psych, not neuro. 4: 9 Didn't you go to med school? 4:10 Yes, unlike the correspondence school you attended. 4:13 Oh, that would be stanford, right? 4:15 I learned not to jump to conclusions. 4:17 Sorry, ladies. We can't take him back until he's cleared. 4:20 You're dumping him on us? 4:21 He thinks his seizures are visions. 4:23 Hello! They're not seizures. I'm psychic. 4:26 Of course you are, and I'm a chicken. 4:28 Hey, genius. 4:32 Okay, Mr. Duff. We're gonna start our work-up now. 4:35 Work me up, work me down. I'm telling you, it's a waste of time. 4:38 Can you grip my fingers, please? 4:48 Cristina... 4:50 Mr. Duff? 4:51 Mr. Duff, are you okay? 4:56 Someone... 4:58 Someone what? 5: 0 Someone's gonna check out. 5: 3 Bye-bye. 5: 4 The man -- he's nuts. 5: 5 I'm dizzy, not deaf, lady. Someone on the fourth floor is gonna die. 5: 9 Code blue, fourth floor. 5:10 Code blue, fourth floor. 5:13 Got a code. 5:14 Right away. 5:15 Get it. 6: 1 Fourth floor, dead guy. The psychic predicted the fourth-floor dead guy. 6: 6 I need someone to cover me on the 16th. You in? 6: 9 I'm thinking about letting my hair grow. 6:11 And maybe I won't shave -- go for the stubble effect. 6:15 What do you think? 6:16 The 16th, George. Can you cover me or not? 6:19 Uh, yeah. I guess. Why? 6:22 It's none of your business. 6:25 A "thank you" would be nice. 6:27 It's just that I hardly know anything about you. 6:30 I'm from New York. I like ferry boats. 6:32 Enough with the ferry boats. What about your friends? 6:35 I'm a surgeon. I don't have friends. 6:36 Everybody has friends. 6:38 I mean, who do you hang out with? 6:40 What do you do on your days off? 6:42 - These are important questions.<br>- Ah, important for who? 6:45 We're having sex every night. I think I deserve details. 6:48 - You have more details than most.<br>- This is going somewhere weird. 6:51 I want facts, and until I get them, my pants are staying on. 6:55 Or you could just roll with it. 6:57 Be flexible. See what happens. 6:59 I'm not flexible. 7: 1 There I disagree. 7: 3 Hmm. I got to go. 7: 9 We'll find these things out. 7:10 That's the fun part, you know? 7:11 That's the gravy. 7:13 That is what I'm talking about. 7:14 I don't want to be your gravy. 7:21 Your daughter needs a valve replacement. 7:23 Tests are indicative of von willebrand's disease, 7:25 which explains the excessive bleeding after the root canal. 7:28 And that means? 7:29 Devo can't take the blood thinners necessary to maintain a mechanical heart valve. 7:33 We're suggesting a porcine valve instead. 7:36 Porcine? 7:37 As in pig? 7:38 It's the standard of care for someone in this situation. 7:42 Pig, huh? 7:44 It's the other white meat. 7:46 I don't care what you do. Save my daughter's life. 7:55 I'm removing the lump now. 7:59 Someone said you guys have a psychic running around here. Is that true? 8: 3 I did not even hear you say that. 8: 5 Predicted someone would die on the fourth floor. 8: 7 I.C.U.'s on the fourth floor. People die all the time. 8: 9 Okay. We're finishing up here, Mrs. Glass. 8:13 We'll take this down to path and get the results of the frozen-section biopsy 8:17 and see you in a few hours. 8:20 Seriously, the guy is just playing mind games. 8:22 I can see further into the future than he can. 8:24 Why do you even care about this, Stevens? 8:26 I don't. 8:30 Okay, Mr. Walker. Does that hurt? 8:33 I can't feel anything until you get to my thigh. 8:36 Try wiggling your toes. 8:40 Are they moving? 8:42 - No.<br>- Damn. 8:44 I could about 10 minutes ago. 8:47 Well, your spine x-rays look clear. 8:49 You fell rock-climbing? 8:50 In snohomish. Just a small drop. I was belayed. 8:54 My wife and boys are on the way. 8:56 What's wrong with me, anyway? 8:58 Hold your legs up. 9: 3 - Should I be scared now?<br>- Just try and relax. 9: 6 Nurse, I need a stat M.R.I. 9: 9 Send an intern with him. 9:11 Make it Meredith Grey. 9:14 Ew -- thick, short neck. That isn't good. 9:18 It's hard to intubate. You want me to do that? 9:19 He's my patient. I'm fine. 9:21 I just can't see anything. Add suction. 9:27 Don't break any teeth. 9:28 Don't you think I know that? 9:33 Pulse ox down 87%. 9:35 Bag him. 9:38 Are you sure you don't want me to do that? 9:39 No, damn it! Tube. 9:47 There. 9:48 Huh. Got it. 9:54 It's in the esophagus. 9:55 Don't you know an esophagus from a trachea? 9:57 Damn it! Anatomy is all messed up in here. 10: 0 Are you trying to kill this patient, O'Malley? 10: 3 Maybe we can send you back to practice on mannequins. 10: 6 No, it's just I haven't done that much -- 10: 9 but when I have, it's -- it's been good. 10:14 It's just I-I haven't -- 10:16 Let's review the concepts. 10:18 Never take your eyes away. 10:21 Always -- always -- know you can follow through. 10:24 Don't ever follow through on one of my patients, O'Malley. 10:40 Botox would do wonders for all those frown lines. 10:43 Okay. Shut up. 10:45 Are you allowed to talk to me like that? 10:48 God, you're hot... in a Mrs. Livingston kind of way. 10:51 See here? 10:54 These are spikes in your temporal lobe. 10:56 It means you have epilepsy. Not visions. Seizures. 10:59 You think I'm epileptic? 11: 0 That is so not right. 11: 2 I'm gonna order an M.R.I. so I can take a closer look at your brain. 11: 5 Yeah, there's no way -- 11:11 Mr. Duff? 11:13 Mr. Duff, can you see me? Can you hear me? 11:16 Stay with me. 11:17 I wouldn't have picked you for the mommy track, nurse Betty. 11:25 See? 11:29 I told you I know things. 11:31 This pregnancy thing -- you can't run away from it. 11:43 Dr. Bailey, I want off the psychic case. I'll take whatever you got. 11:46 Can I switch? 11:46 Ask nicely. 11:48 Uh, well, this is me doing nicely. 11:52 Look, I know the type. 11:53 These guys want everybody to think they're a sideshow. Let me take him. 11:56 I don't do switches. 11:57 I'll do your post-op notes for a month. 12: 1 Fine. I can accept that. 12: 3 Izzie, you get psych guy. 12: 5 Yay. This is your lucky day. 12: 7 You get to be with me on the breast cancer. 12: 9 There's spotting. You'll need to do a pelvic. She's pregnant. 12:24 See? This. The guy's films are clear. 12:28 There's no reason I can see for his creeping paralysis. 12:31 It's just so surprising. 12:33 I expected an intrusion into the spinal space or a bony spur in the nucleus pulposus. 12:37 Well, you were wrong. 12:38 You don't always get what you expect, do you? 12:43 What is your problem? 12:45 Give me something to go on. 12:46 Anything. 12:48 What are your grandparents' names? 12:49 I don't have grandparents. 12:50 Where'd you grow up? 12:51 What's your favorite flavor of ice cream? 12:53 Where'd you spend your summer vacations? 12:55 Lighten up -- it'll be good for your blood pressure. 12:57 Oh, don't you tell me to lighten up. 13: 0 I'll lighten up when I... feel light. 13: 6 Don't we have treatment options? 13: 8 I-I mean, aren't there always alternatives? 13:10 With this stage of invasive carcinoma, 13:13 surgery, chemo, radiation, and drug therapy are your only options. 13:16 Can I wait until the end of my pregnancy? 13:18 The pregnancy hormones will likely speed the growth of the cancer. 13:22 And the baby? 13:23 None of these courses of treatment will allow the baby to survive. 13:28 Mr. and Mrs. Glass, I understand how difficult this is. 13:32 No disrespect, but like hell you do. 13:36 You're going to have to make a decision as to how you want to proceed. 13:40 You mean my baby's life or my own? 13:44 Yes. 13:52 We'll have to evacuate the fetus. 14: 1 Any changes, Mr. Walker? 14: 3 I can't move my legs at all now. 14: 5 He was moving his legs when he came in. 14: 7 What's wrong with him? 14: 8 I don't know. 14:10 The paralysis is moving quickly, and there was nothing in the M.R.I. to explain it. 14:14 Has tommy been under any stress lately? 14:16 You know what's making me stressed? Being in here and not being able to move. 14:20 Dr. Grey... 14:23 Emotional trauma can be converted into something physical, right? 14:25 - This is possible.<br>- Okay. 14:27 Like hysterical numbness or paralysis. 14:29 Maybe there is no physiological reason, 14:31 and he's just having a conversion reaction. 14:32 It's psychosomatic? 14:34 It is not in your head, man. 14:36 - I believe you.<br>- Mr. Duff, please. 14:40 Who was that? 14:42 Psych sent him down. He has visions. 14:44 Is that it? 14:45 Am I crazy? 14:47 No. No. 14:49 I'm gonna order a higher-level M.R.I. 14:52 We're gonna figure this out. 14:59 You know how important this is to me! 15: 0 This is about saving your life. 15: 2 You're not respecting it -- or me. 15: 5 You're letting them put a pig -- a freaking nonkosher, traif mammal -- 15: 9 into my chest -- into my heart -- 15:11 the very essence of my being! 15:13 It's a porcine valve, actually. 15:15 I don't care what the hell it is. 15:17 If you give me a pig part, I might as well be dead. 15:19 This orthodox thing was a mistake. 15:21 What was wrong with being reform like everyone else? 15:24 You guys don't even light candles friday nights. 15:27 You don't even know all the passover plagues. 15:29 Boils, vermin, pestilence. Even I know that. 15:34 Miss Friedman... I appreciate your extreme religious convictions. 15:38 - Fire, hail...<br>- Simply put, without this procedure, you will die. 15:44 You're hotshot doctors. You'll come up with something else. 15:48 As long as it doesn't answer to wilbur and say "oink," 15:51 I don't care what it is. 16: 3 Your nostrils are flaring. 16: 4 They are not. 16: 5 You're into me. I can tell. 16: 7 Dr. Small-and-angry was a hot appetizer, but you, doc, are a smorgasbord of lust. 16:12 Mr. Duff, you're pressing your luck. 16:14 Would you press it for me? 16:16 I hope you're not claustrophobic. 16:21 You're staring at me. Stop it. 16:23 I'm looking at you, but it's the strangest thing. 16:26 I'm hungry for a chocolate cupcake. 16:28 What did you say? 16:29 A chocolate cupcake. 16:31 Maybe one of those fudgey things with the white squiggle on the frosting. 16:34 Could you oblige? 16:37 What, do I still have some chocolate on my face or in my hair or something? 16:42 What are you talking about? 16:43 You. I know the drill, so keep it up. 16:46 Next you'll be reading my cards, telling me my dead uncle is in the room. 16:50 Is he? 16:52 I don't have a dead uncle. 16:54 I'm watching you. 17:10 - If that's turkey, can I have some?<br>- It's soggy. 17:12 Maybe it'll kill you, solve everything. 17:13 I could have gotten that intubation. I am good at intubations. 17:17 Why does everything in a hospital smell like a hospital? 17:20 Don't be so hard on yourself, George. Everybody makes mistakes. 17:22 I'm good at a lot of things. 17:24 You know what? I'm gonna tell you something. 17:25 Hey, George. You need to get laid. 17:27 See that nurse over there? 17:28 She's single. She's got red hair. Go ask her out. 17:32 - I intubated an esophagus.<br>- Dude, you're tweaking. 17:35 Maybe you should go see that psychic. 17:37 Mr. Duff is not a psychic! 17:39 I am trying to help you. 17:41 Go buy her a latte and freshen up your gonad, please. 17:50 Shut up. 17:53 It's not too late to call her. 17:55 Moms like that -- surprises on their birthdays. 17:58 You know, it's very hallmark. 18: 9 I'm 47, you know? I'm 47 and having a baby, 18:12 which is kind of a miracle, and it kind of sucks, if you see what I mean. 18:18 We'd given up on the kid thing about a year ago. 18:21 You know, fertility treatments, acupuncture needles in my eyes. 18:25 Well, not really, but it felt like it. 18:28 It was like, "screw this. I want my life back." 18:33 Then one awesome night on the beach with a bottle of merlot -- 18:37 I should have these labs back in a couple hours. 18:39 You get it, right? 18:41 My hesitation? 18:43 This isn't an easy decision, I mean. 18:45 I'm having a baby. 18:48 You have advanced-stage carcinoma. 18:50 You're 47 years old. 18:52 Statistically you have a good probability of survival. 18:55 If you forego treatment, chances are you won't see your baby go to kindergarten, 18:58 so whose life are you interested in saving? 19: 8 Excuse me. 19:15 First my legs, then my stomach. God. 19:18 Doc! Doc, my hands can't move. 19:22 Squeeze my fingers. 19:23 I can't. 19:25 Right here. No? 19:27 Let me know if you feel this. 19:29 How about that? Here? 19:33 Anything here? Up here? Okay. 19:35 Nothing on this side? All right. I'll be right back. 19:38 Nurse, cancel the second M.R.I. Call down and prep O.R. stat. 19:42 You're operating? 19:44 On what? 19:45 If there was something to fix, wouldn't we have seen it? 19:47 I think the M.R.I. missed a clot in his upper spine. 19:49 I'm gonna cut him open. I'm going in. 19:51 What if you're wrong? 19:52 Couldn't unnecessary spinal surgery do more damage? 19:55 If we wait any longer, we have a paralyzed man who can't breathe. 19:59 I'm trusting my instincts. 20: 1 Sometimes you got to take a chance to save a life. 20:13 Your mitral regurge is getting worse. 20:16 The valves are leakier than ever. 20:23 Are you hitting on me? 20:24 If you want me to. 20:26 I hear they call you Dr. Evilspawn. 20:28 Well, only the people that like me. 20:30 I guess that explains the lack-of-faith thing. 20:33 You know, I kind of think of myself as a pagan, but, 20:36 hey, that's just me. 20:41 You know what it's like being a teenager these days? 20:45 My friends spend most of their time screwing around and getting wasted. 20:49 At least I have god. 20:52 Well, so, god wants you to die, huh? 20:55 He wants me to be passionate about what I believe in. 20:59 You don't believe in anything. 21: 1 My mother used to pray to Saint Jude for me. 21: 4 How appropriate -- 21: 6 patron saint of lost causes. 21:16 I did an angio on my psych case. 21:19 The M.R.I. came out clean, but I saw a ditzel. There's something here. 21:23 Yep, you're right. There's an A.V.M. on his left temporal lobe. 21:27 I'll schedule the O.R. for tonight, then. 21:28 Oh, back up, girl. 21:30 There's high risk of spontaneous hemorrhage. 21:32 The attending has to see the films. We need consent forms. 21:34 Believe it or not, Stevens, we have to follow protocol. 21:37 But if the A.V.M. looks like it's gonna blow, we fix it, right? 21:40 If the man needs to be fixed, we'll fix him. 21:42 Why are you moving so quickly? 21:45 You get too involved with your patients, Izzie. 21:48 Why do you make everything so personal? 21:51 It's not personal. 21:54 It's not. 21:59 Pulse ox -- 98. 22: 0 We've got to save this cord. 22: 2 This guy's built like the rock of gibraltar. 22: 5 You want me to start? 22: 7 I'm gonna cut here from the base of the neck to the rib cage. 22:11 I want you to hit the bleeders. 22:13 I still don't think we should be doing this. 22:17 - This guy has a spinal hematoma...<br>- We don't know that. 22:20 Which left untreated are almost always fatal. 22:22 You're cutting blind. 22:23 Whatever happened to being practical? 22:25 I need to see more here. retractor. 22:29 Wow. 22:32 The spine. 22:33 There's no "wow" in "practical." 22:44 We have decided to go ahead with the evacuation. 22:47 What the hell, right? 22:49 Maybe this is how it's supposed to be. 22:52 We need to start chemo right away, then. 22:54 We'll get everything ready. 23: 0 Have you ever done a "d" and "c" before? 23: 2 We learned at school. 23: 3 Okay, uh, go ahead. 23: 5 I'll call an O.B. resident down to supervise. 23: 8 If she needs anything, page me. 23:30 You're using up my oxygen, O'Malley. 23:32 How does a pompous, cocky jackass like you always have women all over him? 23:37 Little blue love pills -- lots of them. 23:40 Come on. 23:42 Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. 23:46 There it is -- a bovine xenograft. 23:52 O'Malley, you think too much. Can't you see it? 23:56 You got to dance and jab. Dance and jab. 23:59 Like me. I am the Ali of this place. 24:18 Does the wall ever bow back? 24:30 It's called davening, smartass. 24:32 This is me communing with god, 24:34 and you're interrupting. 24:36 I've found a transplant option. 24:38 At first I thought maybe a cadaver, but they're really hard to find. 24:42 And then I realized Dr. Burke can transplant a bovine mitral valve instead of the pig. 24:48 She can get a cow valve? 24:50 Dr. Burke, why wasn't this mentioned before? 24:52 The bovine valve has only been an option the last few years. 24:56 And it's a much more complicated procedure. 24:58 But the best part is it's superior to the pig. 25: 1 It lasts longer. 25: 4 What small fraction of your brain were you using in there? 25: 7 Correct me if I'm wrong, but did you not present an alternative procedure 25:10 without consulting your attending first? 25:12 - I thought you'd be --<br>- What, impressed? 25:14 - That's just stupid.<br>- I'm sorry. 25:16 We're finished here, Karev. You're off this case. 25:34 You need to sign these consent forms so we can proceed with your surgery. 25:38 I'm not signing anything unless it's got my name on it followed by a whole bunch of zeros. 25:43 Look, the A.V.M. is located in this crucial part of the brain. 25:46 It's a tangle of blood vessels that could burst and affect your speech, among other things. 25:50 We know your visions are actually seizures. 25:52 Do you? 25:53 Do I what? 25:54 Know they're seizures. 25:56 You're really good at reading people, aren't you, telling them what they want to hear? 26: 1 There's an unfortunate alignment of saturn in the house of jupiter right now. 26: 6 Okay. 26: 7 I know what you're doing. 26: 8 You watch people -- read their body language. 26:11 You say "chocolate cupcakes," I lean towards you, 26:13 so you think you're on the right track. 26:15 Not only do you know you're having seizures, but you're milking it. 26:20 Well, we'll just see about that, Cricket. 26:24 What? 26:26 What did you just call me? 26:33 I'm gonna do a quick pelvic exam. 26:34 The O.B. resident should be down soon. 26:37 It's a short procedure. Your husband can stay if he likes. 26:39 We changed our minds. 26:41 Excuse me? 26:42 We've decided to keep the baby. 26:45 You have cancer. 26:46 Can you tell me I'll survive if I go through with this? 26:51 Having the procedure does not necessarily improve the treatment outcome. 26:54 You have quite the bedside manner. You know that, right? 26:58 My mom died of breast cancer when she was in her 40s. 27: 2 I have that cancer gene. 27: 4 My chances are pretty much lose-lose, whichever way you look at it, 27: 7 except for the baby. 27:10 We're keeping it. 27:13 - I'll call down a psych consult.<br>- Don't bother. 27:15 I am going to get fat and happy instead of skinny and bald. 27:20 - Look, if you want to live --<br>- Honey, that's what I'm doing. 27:39 Look, if you think you're gonna get any, think again. 27:42 I'm not in the mood. 27:45 - I'm not in the mood either.<br>- Good. 27:52 What do you want? 27:54 Nothing. I just haven't seen you all day. 27:59 So, I'm working. 28: 7 I've never done a bovine replacement before. 28:10 I don't know what I'm doing. 28:14 Look it up, research it, and get someone to assist you. 28:19 It's not that easy. 28:21 This is a problem that has a solution, Burke. 28:24 There are a lot of problems that don't. 28:32 Third thoracic laminae. Nothing. 28:34 I think I see the dura pulsating here. 28:37 No, it's not. 28:38 Keep looking. 28:39 We have been at this for 4 hours. 28:41 Maybe he just injured his spinal cord, and there's nothing to fix. 28:44 Grey, when you read your books, make sure you reference them correctly. 28:47 Progressive paralysis implies a pressure lesion. 28:50 My books got me here... 28:53 Pressure's 180 over 111. 28:56 The pulse is in the 40s. 28:57 What is it? 28:58 I'm pushing 70 milligrams of diazoxide. 29: 0 Okay. 29: 1 Autonomic dysreflexia. 29: 2 Damage to the sympathetic nervous system? 29: 4 B.P. and the heart rate are unstable. 29: 7 We're in trouble, aren't we? 29: 8 We've got to find the clot. 29:10 I can see the cord below the dura. 29:12 Focus, Grey. We're gonna find the clot. It's there. 29:16 - Cleanup, please.<br>- Okay. 29:17 B.P.'s still up. Heart rate's at 44. 29:21 Get on those bleeders. 29:26 Keep looking, Dr. Grey. 29:34 Dr. O'Malley? Our patient's pulse ox is dropping. 29:36 She's agonal. She needs to be intubated. 29:38 Isn't there anyone else who can do this? 29:40 You're standing here. I could try and find someone. 29:43 No, that's -- 29:44 I got it. 29:52 Okay. 29:53 - Sats down to 86%.<br>- Crich pressure, please. 29:59 Okay. I see cords. 30: 0 Tube. Hurry. 30:14 Check for breath sounds. 30:22 Clear and equal. 30:23 C-o-2 detector mellow yellow. 30:26 Smooth moves, doctor. 30:28 Kicked ass. 30:43 Oh, Dr. Karev. 30:45 How long would it take to get a cow valve? 30:47 About 60 minutes by messenger. 30:53 You're scrubbing in. 30:56 Thank you very much, sir. 30:57 This doesn't get you any points, Karev. 30:59 I'm the only one with points around here, okay? 31: 4 Oh, by the way, Devo wants a rabbi to bless her before surgery. 31: 9 Seriously? 31:10 You came up with the cow, you can find that girl a rabbi. 31:23 - What is it?<br>- See for yourself -- 31:26 the second thoracic vertebrae. 31:31 Oh, my god. 31:32 I see it. 31:34 It really is there. 31:35 Of course it is. 31:36 Let's suction and pack this baby, shall we? 31:47 You were right. 31:49 Is he gonna be okay? 31:51 I think so. 31:52 But you don't know that. 31:53 We stopped the paralysis from advancing. 31:55 But you don't know if the paralysis he already has will be permanent. 31:59 No. 32: 0 You keep taking everything on faith. 32: 3 How do you know what's real and what's not? 32: 5 You just do. 32: 9 Some people would call this a relationship. 32:12 The kind where you exchange keys, leave your toothbrush over. 32:15 Who? 32:16 Who would call it that? 32:18 Me. 32:21 I would. 32:24 I'm supposed to believe you? 32:26 Show me something. 32:30 Give me a reason to believe. 32:45 I have your discharge papers. 32:48 Oh, you're not happy with me, are you? 32:50 I'm your doctor. It's not my place to be happy. 32:52 My husband and child are going to be together long after I'm gone. 32:57 We've talked about it. 32:58 It's our decision, and that's okay. 33: 1 So, why do you need my approval? 33: 2 I want you to understand. 33: 4 Well, I don't. 33:20 I brought the consent forms again. 33:22 You really need to sign them. 33:24 Your surgeon scheduled the O.R. 33:26 Mr. Duff, are you all right? 33:29 Are you having another seizure? 33:34 Yeah. 33:35 Yeah. 33:37 I think maybe I am. 33:41 What is it? 33:47 It's me. 33:51 I think it's about to be over. 33:55 We know what we're doing, Mr. Duff. 33:57 You saw the angio results. We're catching the A.V.M. just in time. 34: 0 You don't need to be nervous. You're not gonna die. 34: 4 I'm not talking about dying. 34:12 My whole life has been about what I see and about believing in myself, whatever people think. 34:18 You're telling me there's a chance that will go away. 34:22 Look, you're a healthy guy. 34:25 You're gonna live a long, full life. 34:28 If your psychic visions are real, you've got to believe you'll have them when you come out. 35:29 She's good. 35:31 This is Dr. Chesney from the cleveland clinic. 35:34 He's an expert on bovine valve replacement surgery. 35:38 He will be assisting via satellite. 35:42 Thank you, doctor. 35:44 After the sternotomy and connection to bypass, 35:48 we're going to do a transverse left atriotomy 35:51 to expose the valve. 36: 4 I tried to talk Shepherd out of that clot surgery. 36: 8 What is wrong with me? 36:10 Basically, you tried to kill the guy. 36:11 Basically, you're an ass. 36:13 You know you want it. 36:14 Come to papa, baby. 36:17 This, uh, is George. George has a hot date. 36:23 Oh, that's great, George. 36:26 Yeah. 36:28 Left pocket of my lab coat, Georgie. 36:30 No glove, no love. 36:44 My psychic had his surgery. 36:47 Yeah? 36:49 I wonder what happened with his... gift. 36:52 Come on. We all know he's crazy. 36:54 You said you didn't believe in that stuff. 37: 0 I grew up in a trailer park. 37: 1 I waited tables, which was supposed to put me through college, 37: 4 but my mother was always calling these psychics all the time. 37:11 And the bills started piling up, so I had to use my money to pay them. 37:15 When I turned 18, I left and never went back. 37:18 But this guy has been saying things to me -- 37:20 things he couldn't possibly know anything about. 37:25 So... I just wonder. 37:31 Do you have sensation anywhere else? 37:34 Some feeling in my stomach and feet, I guess. 37:36 Bladder and bowels? 37:38 Not so good still. 37:39 The pressure stockings help relieve clots? 37:42 They do. 37:54 I wanted to thank you... for everything. 37:57 Believing in me, that I wasn't making it up. 38: 1 Well, I'll come back tomorrow, then. 38: 4 I wanted to show you something. 38: 6 I wasn't sure it would last, but now look. 38:13 I know it's hardly anything, but -- 38:14 No, it's something. 38:18 It's something really big. 38:26 At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. 38:32 It turns up when you don't really expect it. 38:35 Mr. Duff, you're still with us. 38:41 For your recipe... 38:45 one tablespoon coconut extract. 38:50 It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale 38:54 may be slightly different than you dreamed. 39: 6 Where are we going? 39:10 Trust me. 39:17 The castle -- well, it may not be a castle. 39:39 Does it beat... or moo? 39:42 And it's not so important that it's happy ever after... 39:47 just that it's happy right now. 40: 7 Mom. It's me... 40: 9 Cricket. 40:10 See, once in a while -- once in a blue moon -- people will surprise you. 40:15 I've been thinking about you a lot, too. 40:21 Where are we? 40:22 Shh, shh, shh. I'm gonna tell you. 40:24 All right. My mother's maiden name -- Maloney. 40:27 I have 4 sisters. 40:29 I have, uh, 9 nieces. 40:32 5 nephews. 40:34 I like coffee ice cream, 40:36 single-malt scotch, 40:37 occasionally a good cigar. I like to fly-fish. 40:40 I cheat when I do the crossword puzzle on sunday. 40:43 And I never dance in public. 40:45 Um, favorite novel -- "the sun also rises." 40:48 Favorite band -- The Clash. 40:50 My favorite color is blue. I don't like light blue -- indigo. 40:53 The scar right here on my forehead -- that's why I don't ride motorcycles anymore. 40:58 And I live in that trailer. 41: 3 All this land is mine. 41: 5 I have no idea what I'm gonna do with it. 41: 8 So that's it. That's all you've earned for now. 41:11 The rest you're just -- 41:14 just gonna have to take on faith. 41:27 And once in a while... 41:31 people may even take your breath away. 41:47 Transcript: RaceMan - Synchro: Amariss<br>- www.forom.com - |