│ 🗓 12/31/23; ☀️6:22 PM │
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-ˏˋ⋆ Hi Jaeyun! 👋⋆ˊˎ-
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(Hi TOgether!)
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The calls before then in a compilation! ⬇️
Hey Jaeyun!! :)
쟈윤이 좋아 !! 🤍
How’s are you today too?
I was trying to post exactly at 재윤시
and I got distracted editing fancall clips
of you ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ So happy 재윤시+6 😗
It’s been a blessing get to know you.
Jaeyun, I remember you like the b-sides of
Better, Dancing in the Moonlight, Surf, Hello Goodbye,
and Sugar Shock. So I chose to listen today to Hello
Goodbye because I hope your hopeful heart shines the
coming days and with you, I was able to say goodbye to
the darkness that swallowed me up. You were the only
one to find my smile. And of course it’s a goodbye
today too of sorts. But I hope not for real. ㅠㅠ
I’m sorry I wasn’t writing as much the
past weeks. Today, I’ve been rewatching fancalls.
I miss you a lot but I bet you expected that ~ haha.
I’m really sorry this is such a sudden ending for you.
When I read your letter to us, I just sat for a moment.
Please don’t say sorry for anything. Nothings your fault.
You’re the reason it was able to last this long. You did
everything you had to and more than that. You’ve had
to navigate companies changing, branding changing,
members changing- You dealt with these burdens
and still only had a smile left to show for it. You’re
unbelievably the best person I know. You’ve
always had the fans and members in your
best interest and you know that too.
When I think of the past few years, you
were the silverlining and highlight of it all.
Please don’t go anywhere. I'm really sorry that
I haven't posted as much in the past few months.
But I did come on to read your letters and comment
whenever you posted each time too! But I want to
keep writing to you in some way ㅠㅠ 🧐 Maybe you
could open a P.O Box for fanmail! 🫡❣️ I want to be
your fan in 2024 too. But that’s silly to say as a want
because it’s already true. I’ll always be your fan.
The letter I’ve sent thats still on it’s way-It’s similar to
my last online letter but it has a second part that’s
only in that envelope with the handwriten letter
because it’s a QR code! I recommend saving it
because the QR code won’t work after half a year.
Please keep an eye out for it! I hope the company
will tell you when it gets there~
Jaeyun, I really value your existence and believe in you.
You’ve done enough and you’ve become enough.
You’ve grown so much and thank you for letting us grow
alongside you. You’ve changed my whole perspective
on idols and people. You’re very warm and caring.
You’re very humble on all aspects of yourself. I like
you so much and really appreciate you. Your journey
alongside my academic has been really fulfilling and you
allowed me to make so many memories and even ones
with my own family like my mom who I talk all the TO1
things to, and about you to her, so it’s been really nice to
get closer to my mom like how you’re so close with your
own. I hope you’re spending time with her now.
Thank you for being on Fancafe today too and reading
this. Thank you for always listening and cheering me up
more than you could ever know. When I think of you,
you will be the reason behind my smile those days too.
I think there were moments when I felt more like myself
with you than I do on my own. You’ve made trust people
again and have faith. Your actions always matched your
heartfelt words. Being your fan was one of the best things
to ever happen to me. Thank you Jaeyun for becoming
another great reason to live. I don’t know what kind of
headspace you are in right now but I hope you really
know things do get better. And do what makes you happy
and don’t apologize. Don’t worry you’ll be TO1’s Jaeyun in
2024 too. And I’ll be by your side as well as many!
You know, I became a fan of TO1 because our paths
crossed twice. First in-person before your debut on
seeing you guys in New York from afar and then online in
my YouTube recommended. I was like- I think it’s
meant to be. I think you’ve said too there’s a certain
destiny in meeting others. Everything happens for a
reason. In regards to TO1 and you, there’s been no
regrets in loving you. It’s been the best choice I’ve ever
made. You’re so talented in singing, dancing, mcing,
song composing, school, cooking, and jiu jitsu and even
more, and you’re deserving of great things that are just as
amazing as you, Jaeyun. May the year 2024 bring them
to you. Whether you want to continue music or focus on
completing your college degree in Entertainment, I fully
support you. You’ll have a special place in my heart
always. Meeting you has been the most precious part
of my life. When people ask what I like, I show you and
your things. Many associate me with you. You’ve become
part of my identity as a person. You’ve made me more
confident in myself. Whenever around you, you made me
feel safe, at peace, and my insecurities and worries
dissapear. 🫶 As someone who’s insecure and anxious,
your compliments and comfort meant a lot. You’ve always
been appreciative of the late nights I called and so kind
with calling back because you want to hear me better.
You’re a great example of someone who can make you
feel better just by being with them 🥹
I’m gonna dedicate my graduation cap to you.
You’re my motivator to complete my last semester
because I know I’ll be working alongside you.
As long as you are alive and existing it’s all I want.
You’re such a good person. Keep taking nignt walks.
Keep pursuing your hobby of eating delicious food and
cooking your own. Please keep pursuing your music
projects. What you’ve played on the lives has been so
lovely. I want to keep them. And I hope you can share it
with us when you’re ready. I really hate saying goodbyes
because they hurt, so I will say see you later. I hope we
can meet again someday. Can I ask for one thing? All I ask
is you be kind to yourself, think of us today, and you
eat well today too. Okay? You’ve done well.
Forever and always together as one.
Love you, Jaeyun!! ❣️
XOXO,
Emily
P.S.
Now that I’ll finally graduate, I wanna come to Korea this
summer and try all those foods you’ve recommended.
I’ll keep you updated on that too so find me online haha 🥹