My dear 하야... I've realized writing something to you everyday makes me feel better. It has been years since i became a byulharang and since then, there is not a single day i have felt alone. Since the day i knew you, I've always felt energetic and confident as you when you are on stage. Your presence makes me happy, you have the big power to make me smile even during the worst days. You make my heart lighter, but full of love.
Every kind word you share here and there it's so precious to me (and you are effortlessly funny you don't realize that!)
I love your honesty, because it's something i really love about people and something i always try to find in them. There were a lot of occasions i wanted people to be honest with me, but they simply disappeared from my life, without saying goodbye. And when they felt better I've been left facing the worst. A word that I've always felt mine is “forgotten”. I hope you won't ever forget about me.
I am angry because I had to experience this to get to know people better... I hope I've learned the many lessons life kept and keeps teaching me. 😆
Oh, and as you said, I'm working on my self, a lot... I want to understand what i feel, how i feel, my emotions... how to deal with these... I just want to be better and feel better and you make me feel better.
I want to thank you. I hope i can be your Querencia when your thoughts are heavy too.
사랑해. ❤️