This same time last year, I was preparing to go on my anniversary trip.
However, this year is going to be different. A lot can happen in a year. Some things just don't work out the way we thought they will, and things happen and break down, but learning self-love for over more than a year brought realizations of deserving more than what was given. All I can do is accept, move on, and heal. Let's just say I am keeping myself optimistic and will continue to move forward with a grateful and happy heart despite the circumstances.
I am grateful for the years, lessons, love, friendship, and all the experiences.
No hate, no regrets, no more fear of starting over, and no more tears.
I know I made the right decision for me because it's time that I thought of myself.
I will continue to spread kindness, love, and joy.
I am me, and I will be my most authentic self.
I know that one day, soon, I will have my time.
I will get the best and even more than what I deserve, may it be a person or situation.
I am patient.
I am ready.
I will take it by the hand and won't let go.
I will not let anything hinder me from having what or who it is.
I will cherish it with my whole heart.
And I hope and pray it reciprocates, treats me the right way, the best way, and makes my heart feel safe.
Accepts me for who I am and accepts my flaws the way I do.
Because I will do the same.
As Ariana Grande says:
“Thank you, next.”
My post last year
https://cafe.daum.net/fantagio-boys/i3mo/27367
Am I ready to share what I experienced?
I want to share it, but I am only open to sharing it with people who are relevant to what I saw.
Maybe soon I will get to share it with them.
I know it'll give them ideas and probably monetize it, but haha, I'll be selfish for now.
It's going to be something personal for me and some people.
Soon, I hope to get the chance to share it.
Anyway, let's all be our best selves.
Be who we are, and accept who we are.
The right people for you will accept you and love you no matter what you look like or who you are.
Don't let negativity stand in your way.
I am grateful for the past.
I look forward to the future.
This is just the beginning.
Your new beginning.
My new beginning.
The happy new beginning.
- Your "blooming" digital pudgy Chenobi with big guns of fat hahahaha!
Songs for today:
https://open.spotify.com/track/20cE13cmiGdHinlh40ecwd?si=5fcd1c357fb54460
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ZAerESDboBquCx72KoAT8?si=585095b5881f4935
P.S.
Yesterday I received a very nice compliment from my elementary teacher but it was taken back by someone from my father's event hahaha. But all good, I know me and I accepted it a very very long time ago :)
P.P.S
One of my favorite B.
I know it's not nice to objectify people but yowza! Let this be an exception please? hahaha.