I'll be very vague but direct to some. Those who may get what I mean will understand. I've been silent about this for months, or even over a year. My intuition tells me...
Ideas
Vulnerability
Openness
Online public journaling
Some that feed off me?
Too much access, lack of respect?
Sorry, that may be harsh.
Because you know what it feels like?
You feel special.
You feel acknowledged.
But deep inside, you feel like something was taken away from you.
Like it isn't yours to feel anymore.
Want more and explore?
I need the money too.
I have bills to pay.
I have a family to support.
I'm down to 1/4 of what I used to make now.
So hit me up, email me, message me
Hire me or whatever
But please don't use or abuse
Give credit where credit is due
One of the reasons why I love my Canadian clients, despite the low pay and very little workload,
they acknowledge me and say I did a good job, every time. And more importantly, they always say thank you even for the little things. Gratitude is the best way to feeling better. Why I also practice gratitude, even when I feel down or even if someone puts me down. I say thank you.
Thank you.
Just being honest. #SorryNotSorry
https://youtu.be/j5-yKhDd64s?si=6EqSgD9_Xo_wDcJt
The same goes for someone out there...
Open your eyes and mind
You are being controlled by a "friend"
I know it
Why my guards are up
She tells you something, makes excuses, and makes herself "smell/look good" when, all the while, she's envious.
She wants what you have or someone else is going to have.
She wants it for herself.
She feeds off you and your money because she knows you have it.
She's in control, isn't she?
Until when?
She gets her way because she might be, just might be making up stories? 🤷♀️
She's doing everything in her power to to stop you from doing what you want to do.
What are you going to do? Just let her have it all?
Because you owe her? Blackmail? Threats? = Parasite and Manipulator
Well, damn. I don't know whether to pity you or get mad.
Tambangan natin, gusto mo? hahahah
Read my previous post - submlinal messages - tsk tsk.
I know. You know.
Enough is enough.
Time is up.
She gotta go.
This toxic shizz has got to go.
https://youtu.be/tw429JGL5zo?si=jnPqnEus1CkPCuuo
Am I angry?
No but disappointed and irritated.
I want to beat some shizz outta something, hahaha jk
Can't take it anymore - fake smiling with a fist
Again, just being honest.
I can be kind, but I am not weak.
Please don't mistake this being a good person, kindness, and all for weakness.