Hey Keonhee,
How are you doing today? I hope all is well and you are happy. I really enjoyed the Vlive today even though I joined late. I was busy studying and so I missed the notification on my phone 🙄 Imagine my surprise when I saw all 6 of you together, apart from your car journey home from RTK, the last long vlive with all 6 of you was back in April! I missed your sexy dance too..
life can be so unfair at times 😂 I did however see that someone called you sexy and you were thankful hahaha! Yes!! Take all the compliments you are given, you deserve them 😁
I had a fairly normal day today until this evening, but I will get into that in a minute. I just have to say how terribly frustrated I am at the lack of people wearing masks here. I had to go to the supermarket today and I was the only customer wearing a mask. We aren't even being given the correct case numbers for corona, and so the general public seem to think the worst is over and everything is starting to open up. But I've been looking at the science and the numbers and I am getting even more scared to leave my home. How people can have such little care for the UK's current state with this virus is beyond me.
Moving on because I could rant about this for ages...
This evening I decided to take my dogs for a walk in the fields near us. Now... this is a little spooky and honestly, made me nervous. So we were walking our usual route, never had any problems walking it before. We are enjoying the walk when suddenly Mouse just stops and refuses to go forward. The next thing I hear she is growling so low and scarily whilst staring ahead at something that didn't appear to be there. I have NEVER heard her growl like this before. Her hair was all standing on end and she started asking to go back the way we had come from.
I waited with her for about 5 minutes hoping to see a person or an animal appear from the bushes or that she would calm down and continue the walk. But she would not stop. After looking ahead and still seeing nothing I decided to listen to her and go back the way we had come, because at this point I had started to get an overwhelming sense of something bad ahead of us. I don't know what it was, but we walked home pretty quickly thinking whatever it was, was being left behind. But even as we got closer to home, that feeling seemed to have followed us.
Now I may be a practising witch, but I am still a massive skeptic. But this just felt.. wrong. So I actually got out my salt, my sage stick and my staff and proceeded to strengthen my protective circle around my house. Suddenly that bad feeling seemed to disappear unless I stepped outside of my circle.. so I also made sure I cleansed all the energy in the house aswell. I sincerely believe there is some kind of bad/dark energy outside tonight. I don't know what it is, but I refuse to let it enter my house. I think I cast my strongest circle yet.
I don't know whether you believe in spirits or mystical energies etc. But it felt like something out of a horror movie. I have had some unusual experiences in my life, hence why I became a wiccan in the first place, but some I have never been able to explain away with science. I am not superstitious, I do not have an over-active imagination. But I do believe that Mouse stopped us from getting into some sort of trouble tonight and I cannot thank her enough. She is such a special dog.
I apologise if I have spooked you in any way, but it was just such an interesting experience today, I felt like I needed to share it. I am also beginning to believe in fate more and more. This world is a weird and wonderful place.
Mouse is making the most of our bed tonight though, she deserves it. She wouldn't settle and sleep until I had cast the circle. Very unlike her. She is very relaxed now though
This was what it looked like tonight on our walk before the weird stuff happened...
The field is actually purple, its a plant called Borage. I am not sure what it is used for here, I should have a look and satisfy my curiosity. I am hoping for some rain though. That always helps cleaan things out.
I hope that your day is not as weird as mine. I hope you have a perfectly normal happy day. I also hope you are well-rested and in good spirits. You seemed a little on the quieter side on Vlive today when I joined, so I hope that you are doing OK and were just a bit tired, thoughtful or just feeling a little more chilled out. I only wish the best for you and I know some days can be harder than others, and some days we even need to just sit in a bad mood so we are better the next. I hope that I am wrong and you were just calmer today than usual. But if you were having a difficult day, please know I am always here cheering you on, supporting you in whatever way I can as a fan who cares deeply for your well-being. I really wish you the best every single day. Thankyou for being someone that can give me some comfort during these hard times, someone who impresses me with your talent and skill. Someone who has a character I admire deeply. Please take good care of yourself and I hope you can continue to be happy for a long time to come.
All my Love
Emily 🥰