The worst comes when you compare yourself with the above.

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Well, sometimes the worst feeling comes when I find myself comparing myself with others, especially the aboves.

For instance, while waiting for a traffic light to be turned into green, I often see a young boy or girl drive BMW or Benz past me. At the time I do have a sweet and bitter feeling. Soon I ask myself, "Any chance to drive such a fancy car in any part of my life ?" "Of course, I can make it, no doubt." Then soon, "How ?", I ask myself again.

In fact, as a so-called sallaryman(Monthly paid businessman in Korea), it is almost impossible to drive such an expensive car by saving only paychecks. That's right ! Fat Chance.

In my childwood, I always believed that I also could do whatever other could do. That is stll right. Yet, looks like my confidence is losing its ground bit by bit these days. How come ?

It is said, a quest for material happiness is endless. Am I for it ? Maybe yes, maybe not. I just wanted to know what I should do with this feeling? Every time such a feeling comes down on me, it carries more weight than ever.

I think many of you could share my feeling. Let yourself be heard. Indeed, I'd like to know how for you guys to accept this aspect of life.