hello love! your angel here ♥
hello my boy<3
hi eric:) how are you doing so far today?? is your day going well? i hope this day is treating you well, that there are no worries on your mind !!:) i hope you also ate well today, may the weather shine bright on you also💞 may you be smiling throughout your days, on a path to happiness
so last night after the letter i wrote to u i cannot tell u how bad my heart hurt.. idk:/ yesterday my night wasnt the best, im really overwhelmed with everything going on in my life right now and i have so much pressure on me too about the path i have to choose. im gonna vent a little not alot u can skip if youd like :( but im focusing on my college work which is alot, my job, and my career and im just super overwhelmed with it all.
my old job was bad on me mentally and im still really burnt from that, i know this new place is good for me yet im still a little depressed about everything going on around me. its alot for me and i completely broke down because my mom didnt really care or listen to what i had to say, everything around me is just weighing down but im really tryin to keep my head up about it all :( its just so much pressure and im really overwhelmed:/ i dont mean to say all this, especially with how youre feeling and focusing on your health as well. its just hard when noone listens or understand your feelings, very sorry for the little rant:(
but i miss u also thats another thing and i think it all just hit me at once lmao:( youre always the last thought before i sleep as well. waking up to tour news was so exciting and i just cant believe it.. finally after so long, i hope you dont rush yourself or feel overwhelmed about anything at all and come back feeling healthy for this tour. it feels like just yesterday you hinted at me saying you were coming here with that “wink wink” i am praying you come to new york🥹 you will see me front row so look for me :)))) god i cannot wait to meet you after like almost 4 years im filled with so many emotions like ill cry .. im so ecstatic and ive been working alot for this reason, i just cant wait to see you :) one thing that keeps me going 💗💗 my bff who isnt even like a fan spammed me saying she saw the announcement and knows how much you mean to me🥹
i really hope your day is swell today love, you deserve the best and i hope there are no worries on your mind or things stressing you out. spend your days well with your loved ones, you definitely light up their lives eric. youre so wonderful and i hope the world blesses you back with awesome wonderful days:) i hope youre feeling relaxed and at peace. whenever you read this, i hope youre feeling good. eat well too!! pls dont feel stressed or anxious about anything at all, come back when you feel its right. so glad youre focusing on yourself for a happier and healthier, heart and mindset. i love you so much and i miss you alot. i really cant wait to see you :(
have my college night class in like 2 hours boo👎🏼 anyway, whenever you read this, wherever you are at any given moment of the day, im wishing you a lovely, cozy and relaxing day, evening or night. i hope youre getting a good long rest at night too:)
brighter days, may they be among you my love.
youll be on my mind as always the rest of todah,
i hope the stars shine supppeerrr bright for you tonight, the brightest of them all:)
im also very sorry for the little rant:(
have a lovely rest of your day, or a lovely night.
i hope today was happy and that tomorrow is even happier. i love you and miss you more than words.
youre worth all the time<3
i really cant wait to see you and hype you up i swear.. ill be hyping you up the most🥰 although i knew since you told me and a couple members have said it, it feels surreal.
i love you my bright love:)
🫂🫂💖💖💖💞💞🌟💛
#angel_fm: u love u- blackbear
♥ — your angel forever,
angelina
첫댓글 goodnight <3