Hi, baby Eric🤗
I was finally able to sleep as long as I wanted. Before I went to bed last night I turned off all of my alarms just to make sure nothing would interrupt my sleep.
I still woke up automatically at 5:40... I think that if I had gotten up at that hour I would have been more functional than at 8 when I actually got out of bed... but my body told me that I need more sleep so I just gave in
I finally get a weekend just for me to laze around. I am pretty sure I have a lot of things that need sorting out as well, but this time I refuse to do it. I will just allow myself to stop rushing around. I might do some crafting – I have a few ideas that I would really like to try. If I do, I will post some pictures with the progress.
Now, to get to the thoughts I mentioned yesterday – about how human beings choose to be needed.
It's all the things you do for others – the support you show for someone, the concern you show about their well-being, the love you shower them with. It's the 'I am here for you no matter what', the 'I want you to be happy', the 'If you fall and get embarrassed I will laugh with you and then help you up'. These are all choices that we make to make ourselves needed. And it is such a heart-warming feeling when you here the words: “Thank you for being here for me”, “Thank you for supporting me” or “Thank you for being a part of my life”. It is not because we are looking for recognition, but because we realize that we need the other person as well.
Do I make any sense?
So today I want to thank you for being with me since I became a Deobi. So far it has been a journey that has given me more beautiful memories than I have had before meeting you. I will always cherish them – and I am hopeful that we will get a chance to make many more.
Always remember, this Deobi loves you!❤️
Daily reminder 36 – complete ✔️
2022.04.09