Hey, Kev! I'm home ♡
Like home, home, with my Mom and Dad ☺ I have a week-long Eid holiday so I'm gonna spend this holiday at home. It feels good to be home (even tho some drama happened this morning that made me cry a river (but I think it's because I'm super sensitive these days so♀️)) But all is well (hopefully).
There are so many things to catch up, aren't there? I feel like it's been a while since I wrote you letters (long ones). I wasn't in the right headspace these days, that's why. But the foremost reason is because of work 🥴 I remember I wrote about the school accrediation on a previous letter? (I think). So that is why. The school accrediation is quite important in my country. And there are sooooo many paperworks to do. Yesterday, I got home at 8 p.m pheeww 🥴
Speaking of work, I just got an offer from the institution I'm working at. It's not necessary a promotion, but let's say, they offered a side job for me to do. Still within the institution (and the school), and I'm still a librarian. They let me think about it tho with a hopeful feeling I'll say 'yes' lol. But I'm not...sure. Like I 80% know the answer and that is a 'yes', but I'm mostly not sure of myself. Am I going to do well? Especially when I know I'll be taking IELTS class next month. Especially when I know I have my own personal goal, aside from my professional job. Oh well, well hello adulthood.
Okay, next topic. So! Fyi, I was an English Letters student rightttt (well, giving away my age, but I graduated in 2018). My English Letters department has an annual musical performance. For the last two years, due to the pandemic, obviously they couldn't make it happen. But this year, they're back!! I'm soooooo thrilled to watch it live! Hopefully the timing is right and I can watch it live 🥺 Usually they recreate other musical stages, like for example, in my year they did Mamma Mia. But this time, they come with their own musical!
Moon at Noon. They really had me at hello, huh. I'm curious how the story turns out! I think it will be held on August.
Speaking of musical, we're waiting for moonmoomu Sir! If you know the man, tell them we're waiting for him 😌 oh also the spoiler is Coachella?? Hmmmm I didn't really pay attention to Coachella that much, but I'm gonna place my bet on 2NE1 the queens. If I'm wrong then I'll just pretend I never say it.
The Boyz has been so busy as well that I'm trying to keep up with the contents 🥴 Well, I have a long holiday, so that will help me to catch up!
Oh how I miss you! I said this before, I know. But I missed you yesterday, I miss you today, I miss you tomorrow as well.
Oh also, do you realize that everytime fans flirt with you, or throw the words 'I love you' to you, you rarely flirt back or say 'I love you too'? (I can't articulate my thoughts clearly but you know the points) AND that's why I love you btw! Like, go sir, set the boundaries between fans and idols! Not all idols do this, and I'm so grateful for you. and yeaaaa I love you??? I don't care if you don't say it back lol loving you makes existing more bearable and that's enough. You don't need to do anything, Kev. You yourself is enough.
Today's mood 🎶 Taylor Swift - Lover
(I remember that one time you played this song with a piano, yeaaaa suuuure I went nuts that day. As a swiftie (don't laugh, basic, I know) you covered the song soooo well. Thank you for that)).
Good night, good night xx