One week later... One week letter.... (ㅎㅎ)
Let's explain my mind when I don't write for 1 week :
Day 1 - Being busy, can't write
Day 2 - Should I write? Maybe he liked to have a letter break?...
Day 3 - Maybe it's better to don't... aishh
Day 4 - I wanna be with him...
Day 5 - Does he look forward my letters?
Day 6 - Miss him...
Day 7 - Fck. Today I write him !!
( So, we are day 7, let's go! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ )
• As I said, I wanted to bought a tablet, so I bought a tablet money ㅎㅎ It's look so fast action, but I wanted it since really long time.. I'm doing design a lot, more and more. I started back to draw those time and it's so hard on computer. Plus we started visual things in class, so it's can only be useful! I wnated something cheap, I finally took a Samsung one, really good quality. So, for some days I kept just drawing all days Ahah
I letted all my draw on a previous messages.
On wenersday, I had a little down time cuz missed you, but I tried to take it off fast.
On Thusday we had 'Photoshop' class, it's so boring for me cuz we are doing so easy things. Always I end it fast and perfect? so I leave class 30 minutes before everyone ㅋㅋㅋ
I felt tired on this week, so I tried to sleep a lot on the end of week. But this week, I'm going to have so much more lesson, I will be really tired then ;-;
Yesterday, I went to buy an bulb.. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ It's so random but I nevee did that before so I spent really long time to find the good one, there are so much different Ahah
For going out, I tried a new hair style and I though it looked good, so I took pics. At first I though *I will write back to Jae, I should come with pics... Let's try to take some.* So still, I hooe you like them ㅠㅠ
I posted some on insta. I noticed, it's now 2 years since I post my pics for you.
Yesterday I reflected about the new fanbase design. I don't really know excatly what to do, but I have some idea... But finally I'm not sure when I can do it cuz I still have lot of worm to done for the March project. I worked on it today and I also made plan of what to do in the future weeks. I'm really stressed that BlackRoses don't care of it... Now the fandom become bigger, so maybe it's not that good? Idk... Please, Jae, look forward it too ㅠㅠ
I came to help korean WooSung Bday. They are doing such incredible things... I'm feeling so sorry I didn't made that well for you... But I guess it's because it's WooSung too. I could see so much different projects for him. I think fandom is growing and will grow a lit this year, so I hope DoJoon and HaJoon bday will be better this time. I can remember for HaJoon bday no one did nothing except HaJoon Fanbase... It make me really sad... This year I promise to do something for him if no one do. But I'm sure there will be something, thank to the Union we will make !
Anyways, I'm sorry to can't do as good as WooSung's fans....
Wait, there is a boy who is following me since long time and always react to my story pics, always comment my pics. But I don't know him! But... It's so weird, but now I feel used to it and it just make me smile cuz at leats this is really sweet... He always say that I look good. And this time he even commented in Korean! That's a sweet attention Ahah
Ohhh I didn't said !!! Thusday, I was on way to back home, I was writing on my phone while walking. Suddenly I see a man lied on the floor. But he looked like a street man, so I was not sure what to do... Some of them drunk and can be really strange, I was afraid he would be lied just for fun or if I get closer to him he take me down, idk... So I watches my phone again, but fastly though it was not good to let a man lied down like this, it's really strange... So I stopped and looked at him. He called me to help. So I asled what happened. He said he faithed. I didn't knee what to do... A little boy came to me "Is something wrong?", I said I will go to ask the office what to do, cuz we were just in front of office. There was to mcuh people on, so I go out again, some people was around the man. They were calling firemans. Finally we were 6 peoples there. 2 girls, a old couple, a man and me. We gave him cover to try get warm, the man bought him hot drink. We waited there more than 30 minutes with no one coming... The man explained he went to hospital each days because of faith, so they know him. He looked a nice person, I don't xrink alcohol and he was always kind on his talk. I fastly understand that hospital didn't come cuz they understood who he is and hestimate they didn't want to help him.... So we called again without saying that he is a street person.
Finally firemans arrived fast. They knew him too, but they took him in charge and tried to find something for his night.
We finally all leaved there and the nornal man with us gave some money to the street man before leaving. It was a really good action.
I felt sad to see his situation, but also hapoy to leaved that, helped him and felt some good people helping each others.
- On saturday, I went to shop, an association was collecting food for poor people, so I bought ruve for them.
It's happy to help others :)
Oh today was also 2 years with The Buds. Do you remember them?? They are my KakaoTalk BlackRoses. I'm so glad to had them on my life, they made me bloom as BlackRose, I will always be so thankful...
I saw a pic on SNS, that you were at a Stand Up show. It look fun! I hooe you ahd great time there. I saw you had a red top, it was small so I couldn't see well, but I though it looked good! '°' I'm will wait to see better pic of your red top then.
Ohhhhh Also, I was soooo happy to know you met friends this week. I know they are your close friends and I'm so hapoy you can have nice time with them ㅠㅠ Always making my heart glad. I'm also really happy that HaJoon is part of this team. I hope y'all can have lot of good time together.
Ah.... Give me my breath back... ㅎㅎ I just took a small break on my letter to check you insta identification, and someone upload video of you cooking and one singing. And I- ..... I'm melty as caramel in front the sun.... Like, I can't stop smiling if I watch a video and my heart is sending *Ahhh please be my man......*
Oh and should I talk of you talking english?? This is just talk, right? So why it make me feel sparkling?
Ahhh Man.... Make a copy of yourself and let it to others people.. Let's cross the world as if time stopped. Let's just have time and fun and smile and laugh..
That's so so so ridiculous, but you seriously make my heart weak... If only you could feel that to understand..
I wish for one day you could be someone else, to see how heart-taking you are ㅋㅋ
Don't you fall in love for yourself?? Ahahah
My ultimate goal is to make you heart weak as you make mine. Such diabolic plan ㅎㅎ
Oh oh! You know when you bite an acid lemon??? You feel all your body *gshshdbddbnxbfbdbdbsn* ? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
That's sameeeeeeee~~~~
I love lemonsss. But you are such really acid lemon!!! ㅋㅋㅋ
Ah! I know now, your a lemon under a strawberry costum. You look like sweet but you're so acid ㅎㅎㅎ
Ok ok, it's 2am, I will sleep now ㅎㅎ
It was good to write back. It's really messy letters, but see how my mind going messy far from you Ahah
I hope your days are good, I hope ltter can be at leats a little sunray of your day. I send you many many happiness to feel your heart of warm. I hooe your health is going ok. I hope you eat good food and that you sleep well each days. I hope you don't forget that I still yours even far of you. Take care of you a lot, have good and fun moments, smile and laugh a lot. Don't work too hard, enjoy your free time, don't hurt at gym.
You're doing well all the time, I wish you heart full.
My man is really the best ♡
- Still only yours, SooJeong