Hellooooo, Kevin!
It’s Ryna with many many hobbies and please come back! Come back here. Come back to Thailand. Don't leave for so long again.
I wanted to come here and talk about the concert right away, but every time I start writing, I get emotional and teary-eyed. I think I’m ready now, though.
You were wonderful both of those nights! Your bright energy just shines and the whole stage shines with you.
Soooooo many people were impressed by you! On twitter, all I see are people praising how wonderful you were and how impressed they were by the way you interacted with as many people as you could. They even said that they were focusing on someone else, but whenever you came near, their focus shifted to you.
Yes, 7 days later, they’re still saying that. 태비들 have not moved on yet. We’re still living in Thunder Dome, turning it into a pokemon training center, waiting for your return.
Thank you for saying the sentences I taught you! It means so much. You did great too!! Sorry it was a little hard. There's a video of when you were trying to finish the sentence, and I can hear myself saying those words along with you (like a pageant mom. Why am I like this??) You did an especially great job with the "thank you for your continuous love and support for the boyz" thing. People could understand you clearly and right away.
I tried saying “get home safe” in Thai back to you during the hi-wave and you just looked at me. I don’t know if you were confused or couldn’t hear me. I didn’t really know what I was doing. The whole thing was a blur. I kept thinking about things I’d do differently, still do. I feel like I ruined the moment a little by thinking too much about what to do or say. It’s all good, though. I have made up my mind that I’ll do better next time to enjoy every single moment and stop being in my own head. If the next chance to meet you guys comes and I still stumble, then maybe the time after next will be better. 💪💪
Talking about things being ruined, I have a fun insight for you.
Sunwoo, that kid, he ruined our fan challenge! During Break Your Rules, we were gonna join in on whatever dance move he was doing during that part the same time as you guys, but he uno reversed us and did the pair dance instead! People were so confused they didn't follow through. I did, though, but I had to do it alone and it was hard to see if only a few people did it. It would have been so cute. It’s fine. It started off as a joke I made on twitter anyway; a fan project idea that will surely fail. A lot of people liked it and thought it was a solid idea, so they added it as a “fan challenge.” It failed, as you might have noticed. Well, at least the pair dances were super adorable. Sunwoo is forgiven, but that boy is on THIN ice. /j
The morning after the concerts while packing my bag to go home, I thought, "now I have to get back to reality." But that was reality, too, right? It felt like a dream because it was more beautiful and more endorphin-filled than my everyday life, but it's reality, too.
Thank you for being a big part of the more beautiful side of my reality.
That’s all for now. Have fun at the isac thingy. Please don’t get hurt.
Until next time. Byeeeeeee!
Ryna x