hello, Kevin Oppa! ~
I don't how long my last letter but I think It hasn't been a month since my last letter. but, it's been a while! I just logged in to my social media accounts and I saw a tweet from ist theboyz that's why I came here, and I remember you.
I want to tell you a story because I've been feeling hard for a few days. studying is hard for me because I'm not smart and I can't quickly understand what is being taught. sometimes I'm telling myself that “can I just drop out?", but I have a promise to my parents that I will finish my education, despite that, they won't blame me if I give up. it's hard, it's hard, especially in subjects that aren't major but has a lot of task and activities to do more than my major subjects.
actually, if they ask me, I don't want to study college first and I will work first so that my brain can rest from studying. but what can I do if I have parents who force us to study even if I don't want to, and I want to rest in a meantime? even in the course, I will take, they are the ones who choose, even if I don't want to be a teacher, my parents are the ones who want me. I want to be a journalist but, I can't do anything, I can't back down because I've already started. I'll just try to finish and take the course I want so that if my parents are happy with my first course, I'm happy with the second course I took. 😊
but if I wanted to teach children, I would not take the course i want. By the way, those I will teach are not totally children but high school students. wish me luck to my teaching career i guess?
by the way, physical education is harder in college. I don't know why, but I think the evolution of exercise is for immortal people. It's the second day, that my whole body hurts because of physical education, I got bruises because of exercise I think I'm not used to exercising anymore, unlike before, when I was in sports and dancing. wish me luck with my grade even though I can't get her expectation in her subject 🥺
that's all for this letter, hoping that i have lot of free time to write you a letter, but I'll try my best to tell you a story of mine😊 Don't forget to take care of yourself! Take some vitamins, don't be too tired, don't work too much, take a break even for a while. don't forget to eat healthy food! 😊
Goodnight!
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Love, chance ☽