Heyyy Jacob! Happy New Year 2023🥳🥳❤ Sorry I was late isnt it?? Actually I want to send each of The Boyz's members a letter for a new year but I didnt have that much time to write. Because usually the times that I spent to write a letter is much more than you had ever think lol.
You know right how I used to write a long letter. Although I had always want to write a short letter but it ended up being the longest lol. Theres so much things that I want to share with you guys,telling you all things that I had been through,about how my day have been,sharing you about my concerns,worries,happiness,sadness and even upset things lol.
Like you used to tell us,you are our safe place🥰❤I feel its more comfortable to tell you even you might think it is too personal🙈 But I just want you to know how my day have been. I hope you are not bored listening to my bored stories everytime I wrote a letter lol.
Oh btw did you know why the title is like that? Because you are a rabbit so I combined your name with rabbit 🐰 So cuteee. You always reminded me of rabbit so cutee🙈❤ And since this is a rabbit year isnt it? I thought you was bornt in rabbit year but its not.
Anyway how have you been lately?? I heard you are tirelessly producing your own songs with much effort. You must have been through a hectic day isnt it lately? Since you are working hard on a new album this february,practices a new choreography,singing,perhaps some schedules for other contents and more.
Oh and you will make a fancon at Japan in not much time left from now on right?? You must have been working endlessly practices dances nonstop,also improving your japanese language and skills. Its okay Jacob,I know you feels so heavy right now.
But trust me. Everything will be alright and flow smoothly🙆♀️👍👍 Dont worry okay?? As always,you always had show us the great performance without any lack🥰❤👏👏👏 You had practices a lot and often,it will reminded your body and your voices as soon as the music began😉
Sometimes I am surprised too how our body memorizes all of it without us knowing. I still remember that times where during I was in a University and I had a project where there are primary school students and secondary school students gathered at my University.
Then my classmates and I had to memorize just a few dances as an entertainment..?? I am glad that it just took me a short time to memorize it. Was it two days..?? lol but ofcourse it is just an easy one and only in a short time lol. I cant even compare with you guys. I am just a beginner lol.
But I had a lot of fun and enjoy it a lot since I am happy that I could remember it lol. And the kids look having fun even they were also in an awe to follow our dance lol. They look so confused lol. So I thought oh so this is how it feels to have an audience while dancing infront of others lol.
I totally had so much fun on that day😍 I talk a lot with them,being my ownself,enjoy the project and had stronger bonding with my classmates since we are a freshman and junior at the time. You know what is the worst,we were just a freshman then the project purpose is to make them study in our University,pick this University as their next place.
We didnt even know what was the building for and more lol. Its so funny. I still remember they asked us about the club exist there and I told about the band since they were boys and I was in that club too. They might interested in it right? So it is true,they told me that they were playing a guitar and drums before.
They are such a curious kids lol. They kept asking me and even followed me around lol. I wonder how they are doing right now,perhaps they get into my university..?? Since they were just two or one year younger than me. Oh and I also saw twin kids so cuteee!😍❤ but I rarely saw they were together lol.
Eventhough they were twins but they are on their own. Two of them had different personality so interesting! Oppss its too long lol. Anyway I had so much fun and joy watching The B University content🥰👍👍👍 I love it so much! I laughed a lot😂 Its been long time since I watched that kind of content from you guys❤
You know what,the time it was released,I watched it as soon as possible. I was working at the time and at my working place,cafe. But since I doesnt have work anymore oh actually on that day,as soon as I arrived at a cafe during the morning,it is rain heavily and I was driving a car at the time.
It is really cold and raining heavily nonstop from last night. I kind of worried driving during this rainy time. Theres a lot of splashes here and there,puddles and with a packed cars. It is jammed especially during the raining and I had to pass a lot of schools before arrived.
I am relieved theres nothing happened and I arrived safely even my brother kind of anxious and worries of me lol. Oh you can drive well too right? Yeah we are the same but I am not that great yet lol. But I really enjoy driving a car. I feels so grown up whoaaa I could drive a car already lol. But theres still need to improve.
Then suddenly my boss messaged me and other staffs,did you guys already arrived at cafe? Then she asked us to return home because it is raining heavily and we might stucked there.
But we just arrived😩😂 Why didnt tell us sooner so we could continue sleep again lol. Then my friend told that its okay since we are already here,nothing will happened for today we hopes lol. Then my boss okay,then tomorrow you guys take an off day.
So we didnt do much on that day,which it is yesterday. Just do that and that. So I watched The Boyz's content😚 it is so perfect with the time🥰❤ I laughed and smiles a lot watching it. My friend slept beside me didnt even budge at all even how loud it was you guys laugh and shouting for your own life lol🤣🤣
It is interesting isnt it? I am glad she had a good sleep lol. Actually I was worried if she couldnt sleep well while I was watching it but turned out she falls sleep deeply😂 So I enjoy it a lot😚❤ Thank you for make our days better and filled with laugh😂❤
But I am worried about the next week episode🥺 why the trailer seems a bit sad😭 I dont want to see you guys crying anymore😢😭 it totally breaks my heart💔 I have seeing you guys crying so much lately and totally breaks my heart😭😭 I know its okay for you to cry but sometimes my heart couldnt accept it. My heart felt heavy seeing you guys cried again and again😔
I know you guys must had that thinking where it was a long journey and the journey have been a lot of thorns everywhere. Since you are already 5 years debuting,theres so much to think and pondered about. Theres a lot of effort have been poured,the bruises here and there and tears shed.
Even I am just five months working here,it really shakes my heart so much with a lot of things happened in those short times. Now everything seems to disappear. All of them just disappeared in a blink of eyes. So theres a lot of things happened while we were together. Happy,upset,busy and sad together.
Its really filled with a lot of mixed feelings in just about five months. Its a rollercoaster for me. I was crying very hard too back then reminiscing all those memories being together with them. Even theres a lot of difficult things,we enjoyed it as long as we are together. Everything seems easier for us.
Its really...I really cried a lot back then after one by one they left us. They quitted the job. Some of them because further studying and some were thinking about the wage. As I told you before that my company had a bit problem with financial. We really had a long journey together and have been through a lot of things.
Because of that I cried a lot and it took me almost a month to recover from it. Everytime I went to work,they just went into my mind,what they used to do,being cheeky with each other,help each other and more. Thats what makes me missing them more.
But now I totally forgot about all of it. I dont want to remember it because I was afraid that I will be down and sad again. I want to move forward from now on and focus the present. I just want to leave it as a memorable memories in my mind and heart💖
Eventhough it feels much quiet and lonely than before but we are getting used to it now. Right Jacob??? Lets just focus on the present!🙆♀️❤ Doing much more better and improves where we lacked the most.
Oh anyway what is your goal this year Jacob? have you been thinking of one?? I still think about it and couldnt find anything hm. I am just thinking to collect money and save it for the future.
And I am thinking if I should working there until one year..?? Should I? I am really last long isnt it? lol. My friends told me wowww you really endures a lot lol. My childhood friends also surprised how I was great at baked foods. Because theres not much staff so I had to do a lot of things.
My task have been adding and adding. Theres a various of things I could baked now. Chocolate moist cake, a variety of breads,burnt cheesecake,cheese biscuits..? Yeah. I really couldnt believe it too I had a lot of work to do.
I am glad too that I could produce them well. I hope my skills got much better from times to times. Ofcourse I need to polish my skills more and it still lack much but I will try my best in anything I do.
Lets do much more better this year Jacob!🙆♀️❤ Lets fighting!! together we can do it!! Nothing we couldnt do if we are together🥰 Let stay healthy and happier this year❤ While you are busy,dont ever forget to eat your meals okay? At least it it once a day. It is better to eat one than none.
Promise me okay??🤙❤ We can do well this year believe me! Its seems a great start🥰 Lets run together!! And be careful while running do not fall anywhere❤ I will be upset then.
Ahhh today I got off day because our boss told me to. So tomorrow I had to go work back😴 I dont know what should I complaint about right lol. I love doing my job and these days there isnt any event held. So I kind of got free time more these days. I am not that busy.
But I think tomorrow I will be a little bit busy since I had to do a lot of works. The cream almost finished and expired so I had to make a new one for the new batch. Its hard sometimes because everytime I baked the breads,I do not have to do the breads only.
But I have to make the cream also. Then theres a lot of desserts that I have to decorate on top of them before served. So it kinda need a lot of efforts. It took a longer time. I was always the busiest in the early morning as soon as I arrived at work.
Because my tasks have a lot of things that should be decorated and prepared a lot beforehand. My work had to be done on the day it should have been served. If it was make the day before,it is not fresh and some will turn out soggy or quick to mold.
I have to running always in the early morning lol. Anyways its okay since I am getting used to it now. And I dont want to complain much since we have to set a much better passion! this new year right??😼✊ I dont want to give up easier. You too Jacob! Dont lose your passion okay?!🙆♀️❤
I really love your performance during what was it..I forgot..but the ones you covered Jaurim song,1717?? and then I like you song. Your sweet voice really fit well with the songs and I was burst into tears listening to you guys singing😭❤ The lyrics is so sweeeett and touching.
I am glad seeing you enjoy the I like you stage so much😍❤ You seem to have fun while dancing. Your outfits too fit really well!!😍 So cuteee. I think you goes well with purple Jacob🥰 I like how your expressions were on the stage❤
So I think just that. Lets fighting for this year! and for your upcoming comeback🥰❤ Oh and perhaps your upcoming song..?? I am really looking forward to it a lot😍 You really wrote the lyrics well and songs too🥰
Have fun tomorrow too and rest comfortably today🙆♀️❤ I hope you had a lot of fun today and eat well🥰 Okay byebyeee~~ have a sweet day as sweet as youu❤👋👋
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