you know sometimes when i’m driving and trying to take an unprotected left hand turn, i wonder how there’s even this many people in existence. and i wonder where they’re all going and what their day looks like. i think there’s a term for that, but i’m not sure what it is.
the truck in front of me’s gas cap is open. should i try and tell him? idk how. make a giant poster lol i guess
ok i’m home now- i went to the store for shampoo and conditioner, and i did get it… and also a bunch of snacks lol. idk how this happens 🫠 also i should know better than to go to target on a weekend bro i was fighting DEMONS. i’ll never understand people that full on STOP in the middle of a narrow ass walkway to answer their phone or whatever like girl MOVE UR MF LEGS‼️ LET’S GO I GOT SHIT TO DO
as soon as i got home
how dare i leave him even for 30 minutes. it’s my fault rlly i should know better
oh also, side note
be actually so fuckin for real right now. you’re SO handsome
y’know, i love it when they try and overline your lips for photoshoots. as someone who Also has no lips i think it’s funny and cute. you look nice either way~ so don’t worry ~
how old were you when you first got your ears pierced? i was 18- my friend pierced them for me in her dorm room at college. it was my birthday present lmao. i actually got my nose pierced before i had my ears pierced, i was 16 when i got my first nose piercing. and then i was 21 when i got my second nose piercing, also 21 when i got my navel pierced (i got it done right before a concert- CANNOT. CANNOT in ANY WAY recommend doing that. real bad idea.) and then twenty ……… three?? when i got my double nose studs on the opposite nostril, and then as soon as those healed i got my septum done. (EDIT: i was indeed 23, i got them done in 2021. wow it’s already been two years what the hell …. time flies man wtf). i actually went kind of recently to see about getting my lip pierced but i have a stupid dumb overbite so the piercer said it’s probably not a good idea. once again regretting not getting braces when i was a kid 🫠🫠🫠🫠 foiled again by my stupid ugly teeth.
OH WOW I FORGOT I HAVE MORE EAR PIERCINGS LOL i wanna say i was 19 or 20 when i got those. i have 3 ear piercings on my left lobe and 2 on my right TECHNICALLY, if we really wanna be technical. but i don’t really wear any jewelry in them anymore because my first holes are too big now. i started stretching them late 2021 (maybe? whenever i last met waterparks, it was a bit after that). my brother-in-law and i were gonna do it together but i’m pretty sure he hasn’t even started yet LOL. now i’m at a 7/16th (so 11mm). i wanna go up at least one more size to 1/2 inch (12mm LOL ur welcome for translating) but i’m. scared. LOL idk why- it’s been fine so idk why i’m nervous. i have really small ears tho so ig i’m nervous about blowing my ears out. i don’t think you Can blow ur ears out at half an inch but idk i guess anything is possible if you believe. have you ever thought about stretching youe ears ? i’m not gonna lie you would look Really hot with tunnels. i wanna give you an emo makeover one day, i think you would slay tbh.
oh man i just got off the phone with my mom. i am BOOKED this year already, i have concerts 3 months in a row already. now all i need is tbz ~~~~ (just. after june plz. LOL do like. OO DO SEPTEMBER birthday concert for me hehe ~~) i was telling her i wanna go to vancouver if y’all do a canada tour. apparently in new york state there’s a special license you can get to cross the border without a passport (<- this dumb idiot doesn’t have a passport). lemme actually google that cuz i’ve never heard of it.
OH IT’S THE ENHANCED DRIVERS LICENSE ok i do know what she’s talking about. once i move up there i’ll for sure be getting that cuz outside of tbz tour i’ve been wanting to go back to toronto and québec these days. idk why i’m craving that sweet canadian oxygen lately.
oh it’s not acceptable for air travel HM. i wonder if i could drive to toronto and just fly to vancouver from there. idk how that works. cuz toronto is like barely a 5 hour drive from syracuse……. hm. i’ll do some more looking into it. the Smart thing to do is to just get a passport but that takes effortttttttttttttr UGH.
iight i’ma wrap this up here cuz i’m gonna play some guitar. if i make any progress i’ll come show you. i’m practicing a few songs - i miss having sex but at least i dont wanna die any more by waterparks (the title .. LMAO), it’s not a side effect of the cocaine i am thinking it must be love by fall out boy (listen LOL I KNOW THE TITLES ARE LONG), maze in the mirror by txt, [REDACTED SONG THAT I DONT WANNA TELL U ABOUT YET], etc etc. today i’m gonna really drill some barre chords so i can start working on worst by waterparks, i rlly rlly wanna learn that one real bad but it’s like 7/8 barre chords <\3 awsten i am in your walls.
ok bye ~
~emma-elayne, who shakes the world