binnie!!
2 days of letters in a row what the heck? yeah...yeah well I had that appointment today I told you about yesterday. except it got cancelled. and then I ended up in hospital. so rn it's almost 6am and I'm attached to a drip which honestly isnt all that bad, but I just got to sleep and
WHY TURN THE LIGHTS ON AT 5AM??? WHY IS WARD ROUND IN GENERAL AT 5AM??? it makes no sense, but either way I am now awake and so I wanted to write to you to take my mind off of everything.
life is really scary right now, and I'm hoping to god (not a believer, just the saying) I can pull through and get some answers soon.
hope you appreciated the beyonce joke at least, that's pretty much all I wanted to say today, I'm exhausted. please keep me (or like. my situation) in your thoughts, not a lot of people actually know I was brought in so that's all im asking of those who do T^T I really hope I can start to get better so I can meet the boyz again this year as happy and healthy as ever
ilytt🌙ab
leaf 🌱
p.s. my girlfriend received our hello82 albums! we got 3/6 of yours (yes 2 of them are smudged, yes we are getting replacements, yes we are still keeping the smudged ones) an eric, sangyeon, and a changmin !! AAAA!!!