hey, Kevin! 👋🏼
How’s your Monday going? ☺️ This is actually the first letter (that’s not part of any project) that I write you on Fancafe~ I’m not a native English speaker, so… please, bear with me 😅
Since you receive tons of letters everyday, I’m not confident this will surely get to you, but I wanted to say these words either way.
June 4th, 2023 became a very special day to me! Zeneration in Kobe Day 2 was my fourth time seeing you live and I still can’t believe someone (11 people, to be specific) could be this great singing and dancing live. It’s so visible how much effort you put into what you do, and also how you enjoy the process at the same time. Like, your eyes going around the venue, trying to look at every single Deobi in the audience throughout the whole concert is so admirable. To be honest, it’s quite hard to find souls like yours, Kevin. It’s so clear to me how God’s love and grace reflects on your actions.
You were the first member in TBZ whose name I memorized. Yesterday, you were the first one to see me waving that Brazil flag 🥹 I keep watching and re-watching the video, but still can’t seem to believe it’s real. Was it really shoot by me??
I felt SO SO thankful, Kev… 🥺 The way you pointed at me not only once, but twice… I actually struggle a lot when it comes to socializing, if I stop and think about it, there were a lot of things I could’ve done when you saw the flag (that I didn’t). But… in that moment, I could forget every worry and fear I had while overthinking days before the concert. My heart felt so warm seeing your surprise expression… Yes, you are loved SO MUCH even at the other side of the planet. There are soooooo many people who love and care about you and TBZ, people who feel grateful and blessed thanks to your presence, music and words.
As siblings in faith, I pray a lot for you, for Cobie and for all the boyzies. I wrote to Jacob about it, but I’d like to share it with you too… There’s this beautiful part after the bridge in Flag, the one Jacob sings first followed by you, and during the performance, the lights are turned off, leaving only you and him highlighted. That was such a moment to me… 😭 I felt so thankful that we got you in The Boyz, that God has these precious tools in His hands to reach so many people who are in need of inspiration, love, support and light.
I wrote “a thank you note” in the title because that’s mostly what I wanted to say to you: thank you. I wish there was a better way to make you feel how truly and sincerely thankful I am, but I’m left to hope these words will do the work.
Thank you so much, Kevin, for being the way you are and never giving up on what you love and believe. Thank you for being Deobis’ mental pillar and source of strength and joy. There are days when you might feel like what you do isn’t so great as everyone says, but remember it is more than great. Touching people’s hearts and changing one’s life for better isn’t something anyone can do easily.
I’ll keep you in my prayers, may our beloved Lord always guide your steps in this path that can get dark and steep from time to time. Hope you know we’re in this for life. Thank you for holding our hands, Kevin, be sure that I’ll be here anytime you need me to.
Stay blessed ✨
If you decide to play against the sewing in your shirt’s buttons during Gifu concert, please give me a previous warning bc my heart is in very poor health conditions 🤡🤡🤡🤡😂😂😂😂
Love you today a little more than yesterday, but a little less than tomorrow~
本当にありがとうございました〜 岐阜でまた会える日までがんばってね🫶🏼
— Ellen 🇷🤍✨