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HEY HEY HEY helloooo kevin !! its been a few days since i last wrote hasnt it ? i miss u, i hope u are doing well >< i hope u had a lot of fun today as well !
well kevin ... first of all T.T i expected this but i hoped this wouldnt happen, I'VE BEEN SET A SCREEN TIME LIMIT . looks like no matter how old i get, i'll forever be treated as a child :") and im supposed to be asleep by 11 pm as well :( so well ... im sad i cant keep up as much as i hoped for with the concerts and stuff T.T and i wont be able to watch all the dramas and shows and read while listening to ur livestreams :") i'll only watch tbz ! i wont be that active on twt as well BRUHURSFUHAD but im going to continue writing to u ! somehow ! idk how ... but somehow !! kevin moon my priority !
2NDLY . (omg i've never thought of writing or typing secondly like that im so cool) WELL WELLKASFDHGAUISJPODFKJNHUA i may or may not still be in denial abt this but I MISSED. UR LIVE . 😹😭♀️♀️💪💪💪💪💪♀️🥰☹☹☹☹😭☹☹☹ savior playing rn btw :3 i was busy the entire before yesterday outside at a mall with my cousins and i had .. quite a few experiences ! (i tried to go thru this obstacle course that hangs like from the air ??? and couldnt make it past the second part i was panicking so bad but its okay i got off !! T.T) (LISTEN THEY WERE LIKE TIRES HANGING VERTICALLY BY A STRONG ROPE AND THEY WERE CONNECTED BY CHAINS BUT HAD GAPS BETWEEN THEM AND I THOUGHT I COULD DO IT BUT ONLY GOT TILL THE SECOND TIRE THEN I FELT VERY CONFUSED AS TO HOW TO PROCEED AND BEGAN PANICKING thankfully my cousin and friend were able to call an employee who helped me get back to the platform) (i spent so much energy in those ... idk 10 mins ? and MY MUSCLES STILL HURT LIKE I ACTUALLY NEED A FULL BODY MASSAGE 😟) idk but when i found out i well ... i mean i totally dont care ! yeah ! i just shed a few tears ... or cried a little ... a little to much .... a bit too much . i cried till my eyes were red BYE I CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I WAS DY1NG FOR U TO GO LIVE I MISSED U SM AND I WAS SOSOOSOSO LOOKING FORWARD TO A LIVESTREAM so my crying is justified ! its okay i'll just ... hope i'll be using the pc next time u go live :( ? guys please stay together until i get a job and buy my own phone and a bubble subscription and the no air and thrill ride album and and and ... T.T where i live females my age dont usually work and stuff so im just exisitng :")
im listening to ur live now !! I LOVE LISTENING TO UR VOICE SO MUCH I KNOW I'VE SAID THIS QUITE A BIT BUT I LOVE UR VOICE SM both when u talk and sing 💞💞💞
well speaking of where i live.... i mentioned this in one my letters but i brushed it off because i had hopes that my family wouldnt move but well well well . im moving again ? for the ... second time ? ? ? honestly i dont think i'll be able to fully process it until i leave so well yeah ! i dont know what to think of it honestly. i've moved once so im well versed with the feelings i may experience again BUT !! U GUYS R COMING WITH ME . OK ? please stay with me for a very long time T.T and i avoid mentioning where i live and where i used to live for cyber security purposes but well IM MOVING TO THE USA. BYE 😭 ig its every asian's fate to end up somewhere foreign T.T though it makes me feel really sad that i'll be leaving my lovely friends and school, im somewhat looking forward to getting a job and buying tbz stuff and maybe finally buying myself a drawing tablet for digital art !?!?!?! though im not keeping high expectations, life is quite unpredictable :") 604 and u and tbz will keep me company and i might be able to focus better on school without friends ? and like my education roots from the american system and im currently studying in the british system so i might adjust back again well ! i might ... i hope i do at some point i cant afford anymore homesickness or sadness getting in the way T.T i've relatives where im going though so maybe i'll be able to get used to stuff quick ? i hope ? IDK JUST LET ME BE BUY MY TBZ MERCH AND A PHONE THANK U ♀️
ALSALSAOSLAOLSOALSALSO i love it sm when u talk abt harry potter heheheh :3 as a kid i was a BIG BIG BIG harry potter fan T.T i've read all the books at least 5 times by now, the cursed child maybe like thrice ? i've only watched the first movie tho ... DONT K1LL ME OK im more of a books person >﹏< but its so cool to see someone very very special and important to me now talk abt something that i once enjoyed and cherished :3 i mean well i still reread harry potter books when i have no access to a library i have like 5 of them atm so ajksfhasjf harry potter books just never get old :0
hp reminded me of this photo i saved because of the bubble gun T.T those toys are a big part of my childhood like i've bought them countless times and shot bubbles until the solution would run out ... i want one again >﹏< but what i really like abt the photo is how someone i very admire and love is like using this like ... artifact ? from my times of childhood and its just so .. cool ! AM I MAKING SENSE ... i hope u get it ♀️
ALSO ALSO its so cool to listen to u talking abt meeting fans outside of concerts because like ... I'VE OVERTHOUGHT IT SO MANY TIMES ABT WHAT I'D DO IF I EVER SAW U IRL OUTSIDE A CONCERT 😭😭😭 and i finalized on
as an introvert i understand not wanting to talk to other people AND JUST in general i understand if u wouldnt wana talk BUT LIKE WHOA ... THERE ARE DEOBIS WHO WERE ABLE TO TALK TO U WITHOUT PANICKING?!?!?! i salute that clothes' store employee tho U GO !!! I SO GET U BECAUSE I i mean i think i'd be shaking as well ? or crying ? or maybe i'd be completely normal ? idk i hope i meet u properly at a fansign tho thank u just know that if someone ever randomly walks up to u just to say they love 604 its probably me 😃👍
oks oks its now 7 30 am in the morning i woke up early af to finish this letter because i SHALL write to u no matter what !! maybe i’ll go workout now or watch the glory idk im not going back to sleep now. ill go tho, bye !! take care, rest well, eat well and have fun at the concerts !! stay hydrated too, u mentioned its hot as hell AND humid in taipei and i think u guys r still there ... right ? idk welp T.T but just like always, sending lots of love and hugs <3
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