she always found it so funny and endearing that i tell you everything so here i am
i’m her next of kin. i wanna do right by her
i spoke to her on the phone yesterday, she talked to me about how excited she is that i’m going to see fall out boy in chicago. so i’m still going. because it’s all she could talk about. she always told me she wants me to make these memories, so i’ll continue to do it for her
this sucks but i’m gonna do it
and all of the fucking im sorrys and all the im here for yous, the fucking condolences and the fucking prayers. im already sick of it. its not the people im angry with i just do not understand what thats meant to do. sorry wont fucking bring her back. and i dont understand how the world is still spinning while this is happening
i slept for 2 hours. i was hoping it was a nightmare.