good morning lovee,
i hope you are doing good and resting after the concert!! you did such a great job as always, thank you for working so hard and always giving your 100% on stage for deobis 🫶 also i hope your chin is doing better :’) pls take care and be healthy!!
ive been so busy these past weeks preparing for my exams.. im exhausted it feels like ive been in exam season for months 😭😭 cant wait to be finally freee ‼️
i miss you so muchhh and watching your lives, your content, listening to your songs and covers have been one of the few things that keeps me going and give me so much strenght to go thru these past weeks… i cant thank you enough for this. thank you for being always there for me, i know i can always count on you whenver i feel unmotivated, or when i just need comfort and someone to lean on.. i owe you a lot and i dont think i will ever be able to repay you for all the love and support i get from you. all i can do is express all my gratitude and send u all my support, i hope you can feel comfort thru this letter and all the nice messages from deobis all around the world!! thats all that matters to me, i just want u to have someone u can find strenghts from a source of comfort and joy and i hope deobis can be that for u just like you are for us ❤️🩹
i feel so lucky to be able to call myself a deobi and get to support such an incredible and amazing human being like you eric!! words arent enough to express how much i love you and how much you mean to me.. thank you for everything u do for me even without realizing it u help me go thru my days just by smiling and being u so thank u! thank u from the bottom of my heart.
i actually just finished rewatching your last weverse live (ive been watching it everyday since the day u did it) and ofc i cried my eyes out.. no matter how many times i rewarch that live it always makes me go thru a storm of emotions.. i feel so comforted and at ease after i watch it, it warms my heart in a way i cant even describe.. you are one of the biggest gifts i have ever received and i want u to know that i feel extremely proud of the person u are!!!!! i feel so lucky to be able to grow with you day by day and be by your side during your happy and sad moments, i feel so emotional looking back and recalling all the nice memories i made with you and the guys im so thankful to have u in my life.
i hope many happy and unforgettable moments wait for us in the future, i hope i can get to see you soon and have fun together at your concert (praying that u will come to europe when i wont be having exams 🙏🙏), i hope i will be able to support you guys for a very long time and just be with you forever 🫂
its crazy how a simple live can give u such an incredible overwhelming feeling of love and make u forget about all your problems for a moment.. tbh ive been going thru so much lately and i dont talk abt it with anyone just like im always used to do.. i know its not healthy i should let all my thoughts and emotions out i know it perfectly but i just cant… i cant help but keep everything inside and try to brush it off but i know at some point i will have to deal with all this and it will be hard… im not here to rant or anything im here just to thank u for lesseining my pain and making me happy everyday and being one of the reasons why i still enjoy my days and everyday life.. i know i have you and the guys, you make me look forward to all the things you guys prepare for us, you keep the sparkle in me alive and you brighten up my dull days just by being you so thank you eric, i really mean it!!
i wish i could say much more but idk how to express myself without being a mess rn (plus its past 2 am and im starting to glitch lol ) so ill just wrap up this letter by saying i am extremely proud of the person u are and im always rooting for u! i wish u all the happiness in the world and even more, because thats what u deserve! please keep shining like the star u are and dont ever forget that u are so loved and u are doing so great and u should be proud of who u are bc u are such an amazing person with a big big heart.
🎶its been so long since ive recommended u a song so here u areee: “I Been” (Berhana, Crush)
ilysm erigi 🩷 have a good day
-mil^^