3:40 AM 07/10/2023
youngjae hey hey!~ what u doiiin? did u have a good day today? u spent the weekend happily with deobis right? i’m happy seeing u do what makes u happy the most. i had a great day today too. i ended up just staying home today cause i thought we’ll go out today. i watched youtube, vlogs, scrolled on tiktok, listened to music, played, ate, etc. etc. i had shrimp for lunch today. my mom cooked it it was so yummy. do u like seafoods? you aren’t allergic right? i discovered a song on tiktok it’s a filipino song but i think it really suits your vibe it’s yk - cean jr. the translation for the filipino part of the song is “i don’t wanna lie, always want to hold hands
i can't wait to be with you..” if u have time try to give it a listen. i recommended overboard by justin bieber yesterday u probably heard of it already since you’re a fan. he recently sang it on his instagram live which is so cool. i forgot about that song. i somehow feel shy giving you song recommendations because what if you won’t like it ㅠ i also made a playlist for u on spotify i always shamefully add the link to it in the end of my letters 🤭 i actually didn’t plan on writing you a letter today because i didn’t have anything exciting to say because nothing exciting happened but i suddenly missed you i don’t know why. 😅 have you been good? i wish u could tell me about your day too. if you had a good day i also want to smile with you, if you had a difficult day, i want to be the one to comfort you. i would sincerely like to give you those too. i won’t see you on the 15th on manila but i hope you’ll have the bestest time there just tell me all about it okay? i wish i get to be a part of the crowd but i promise next time i will be there. it’s not like anything will change but i want to be there. and i want to tell you all about it. where i sat. whether we made eye contact, or if you looked in my way. things like that. i want it to happen. please wait for me 🥹 i love youuu! wear light clothes when u come here but don’t show too much skin i’ll be jealous! ㅋㅋㅋ i hope you’ll be comfortable in the philippines and you’ll be happy so you’ll come here again until the day i get to see you. i’m far away from manila but i’ll be sending you my energy from afar. take all my love and support it’s all yours. 😙 be safe when going on one place to another okay? even if it’s just from your bedroom to the living room. don’t be too clumsy! 😊 but of course most especially when riding the plane and travelling. i want you to be safe and healthy alwayyss! okaayy? take care of your meals too even if it gets busy. take care of yourself. i’m not your mom to tell you these things and i know that you know how to care of yourself but i’m just reminding you :) i don’t want you to be sick and get hurt. i can’t afford worrying too much about you like what happened on your hiatus. but none of it is your fault. me feeling that way isn’t your fault. i’m just glad you took a long time to rest. i love you. i’m always here for you, in all ways! you’re the best my youngjae! (oppa) ㅎ i admire you! you’re doing great! i give you lots of pats and hugs 🤗 keep up your good strength and energy!!! i’m sending you mine too!!! i hope it’ll reach you!!!
anyway i think that’s all for now :) i have nothing else to say. next time i can just say i love u right? but u know that won’t be enough. 😅 i settle for long meaningful messages. although my letters gets boring i hope you’ll read one that makes u happy. i hope me being here makes u happy. i am happy to be a deobi and send messages to you on fancafe every now and then. :) i appreciate you always! i could tell you that everyday. i love you. get some rest my love. you have long happy days ahead. fighting for this week too! i hope you’ll have a happy weekday. :) from monday to sunday i’m always cheering u on!!! every day, every week, every month, every year!!! 😝 eric-tiiing!!! i love love love loveee youuu!!! 🫶🏻
어제 내가 너를 사랑했던 만큼 나도 너를 사랑해. 그리고 내일도 당신을 더욱 사랑할 것입니다.
내가 너를 볼 때 보자.
너는 내일 괜찮을 것이다. 더욱, 여러분은 내일 더 행복할 것입니다.
#5NO추: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2TtOtuY6NzeLJZJzDb6fOO?si=3O75Vib-SWesMMLBjXXPPw&pt=17ab98f952541978455677e1c1910d82&dd=1
#5NO추: yk - cean jr.
some - BOL4
alonica - lany
your ever loyal deobi forever, ♥️.
“Always Remember, Deobis Loves You”. ♥️