<p style="text-align: left;">...<br><br> HEYHEUHEYEHYE kevin moon!! i hope u r doing well >< ITS BEEN SUPER LONG UHM??? IM SO SORRY KEVIN something big came up out of the blue and ive got my cousins and aunts and uncles in the country atm because of the occurance and ive been busy as hell i havent opened twt and daum in like a week 😭 its nice with relatives but i think about writing to u everyday T^T <br><br> not very up to date with whats going on in tbzland as well BUT!! one thing i do know is UHMIHDKSNXJABSJ AUGUST CB WHWOWHWOWHWOWHWOWHOW WHEEHEHEHDJHDOWBSJEBDKSJ IM SO EXCITED AAAAAAAA im particularly curious abt what the concept is going to be tho :0 smth like thrill ride since it was also in aug? or r u guys going to go on with the fallen angels theme? :0 i wholeheartedly enjoyed both but i like the fallen angels one more because i just like storylines 😭 im very much looking forward to the cb :3</p><p style="text-align: left;"> </p><p style="text-align: justify;"> i watched the age system theb uni content a while ago!! ITS SO FUN AHASHDHASHD esp the ending was so cool lol 😭 it was a spoiler for more theb uni content right ? - O - this is esp enjoyable to watch as a high school student :3 its nice to be able to attend a university with 11 very cool and fun people early on heheheh THE GAME WAS SOO FUN THO also why do u look so fine like⁉ flashbacks to the stealer keb 😓 ah... its so dissapointing that i wasnt a deobi during the stealer era BUT i knew u guys!! i remember checking out the announcement and mv when they released and even the relay dance 😭😭 u guys already had somewhat of a chokehold on me lmaooo i also recall how i'd listened to almost half of the discorography by the time i became a deobi - O -<br><br>alsoalsoalso keb!! i had a lot of free time before half of my relatives landed in my country (they all orignally live in the west sigh) and i thought a lot about the future ; i can look at the future without being overwhelmed now whoa !!! i remember when i was badly homesick, i tried thinking about the future for a while. but it was terrifying, honestly 😓 its nice now, to be able to think of things i want to do and what i want for myself :3 thanks to u kevin!! if it werent for you, i'd never get past the veritably lonely wasteland of homesickness T.T (yes this is a reference to the song u talked about in the whisper behind the scenes hehe) and then u even further ignited this spark of motivation in me ?? to think about stuff i wana do other than studying and reading??? you've motivated me in so many different aspects?!?!? kevin, r u sure ur just a singer? to me, you are a lot more than just a singer ><  its just how you can do so so so many things that really motivates me to look into what i want to do and learn :3 like BRO ... bro can cook play the piano sing dance perform rock-climb ice skate workout eat healthy look after plants do well academically make bracelets draw paint AND LIKE??? THERE IS MORE???? i was very hestiant to try out new things and i avoided looking into anything that interested me other than reading or kpop :/ 😭 but only recently i constructed 4 lists in my diary - so far 😋- relating to things i wana do and that in itself is quite an achievement for me 😭😭😭😭 and i just have this feeling that ill be able to do try my hand at them all ^^ thank u once again kevin, i dont know where id be without u :(<br><br>also kevin , when writing in my diary i realized a few things. one of them being that.... I NEED TO SEND U GIFTS WHEN I CAN. I MUST!!!!!!! and then silly me made a list of the gifts i'd give you and even came up with new ideas whilst writing 😭😭 im actually the worst when it comes to giving gifts to loved ones though, i worry a lot about whether they'd like it or not so in many instances i just ended up abandoning the idea of giving them smth T.T i hope i dont do this with u :") i wont tho, im just sure that i wont idk i have this feeling and i believe in it!!!! dont expect too much tbh but just the thought of sending u stuff makes me feel so excited 😭 <br><br> aAJAJAJAJ OMG KEVIN ALSO ive a playlist of songs that i associate with you on spotify , one of the songs in the list is wishlist by txt (TIMES UP GIVE ME UR WISHLIST ‼️☝️😼) and i was going thru its translated lyrics to find that there is a lyric that goes: <span style="color: #000000;"><b>A jewelry box with a star called you. </b></span><span style="color: #000000;">AND ?!?!? MY BRAIN IMMEDIATLEY JUMPED TO THE JEWEL BOX GALAXY I MENTIONED IN ONE OF MY FORMER LETTERS 😭 and how that i said you are a part of my jewel box galaxy - a star. this feels just so cool to me because i added that song in list in like 2021 and found out abt the galaxy this year so like the connection is so ?!?!? i mean who knows maybe the song writer wasnt referring to the galaxy but like ITS STILL SO COOL TO ME IDC 😼</span><br><br> also kevin ,,,, is being school-aholic a thing? i spent june just revising maths and physics and reading my geography past papers 😭😭 and i bought this vocabulary book thingy which is basically to add more words to ur english lexicon 💯💯💯 part of me bought it because i had a similar book back where i used to live and study... 😓 but i used it quite a lot so!! one day i decided to sort out my book cupboard (its not a shelf lmao) and i was making steady progress till i stumbled upon ielts practise books....... OMG WAIT this is also the bestest time to tell u that before i moved to my native country, MY PARENTS WERE PLANNING TO MOVE TO CANADA W/VANCOUVER BEING ONE OF THEIR OPTIONS 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️ thus the ielts practise books!! they r my mom's but since my parents reconsidered their decision, they were lying derelict with my books 😟😟 its so cool to think that if just my parents had went on with their plans, i might have been in vancouver or toronto right now T.T it makes me feel kind of sad too... i still wait for the day i can get a job so i can visit ur city 😔 wait what was i talking about... OH RIGHT RIGHT yeah so well i found those books and i was like HEY... lets use the books for fun 😙😙😙 my first reading test left me very dissapointed tbh the reading material included geography stuff and i was supposed to label a diagram of an island and labeled everything wrong 💔💔💔 got like 34 out of 40 , i simply cannot accept 😔 i did another one recently while listening/watching ur toeic livestream and got 37 💃💃💃  it was nice to do something studious w/you again :3 sometimes i scroll thru twt while listening to ur lives >< <br><br>ALSOOO kevin im rereading harry potter and the goblet of fire atm!! i kind of gave up on a tale of two cities... 😹 i love rereading harry potter though, the words feel familar but i still feel a sense of thrill rereading the books :3 its a different nostalgia !! and i found this word ; palpable. this YES THIS IS HOW !!! this is how id describe the experience of listening to maverick 😼☝️ like something about the instrumentals and the way yall sing make the song feel ... physical? this def made more sense in my head 😭 but like smth abt that song is just SO !!! it hits the spot somehow i didnt know songs could do that 😭<br><br> ALSOZBOAHSI LAST THING BUT i saw this clip of u from a fansign hinting abt something u were doing ☝️‼️ literally no concerete idea as to what it could be tho because u can do sm and we got kevin moon on hwaiting and masked singer and center in one year!-?-!-?!- AAAAAA IM SO CURIOUS THOUGH WHAT IS IT/?-$-8: u have been hinting abt it since the start of the year i think 😭😭 a new soundcloud song? a to boyz? the space? smth else??? (ahem ahem ... mindset ? T^T) IDK BUT IM SODOCIDH EXCITED WNXOKAZBKABZJZH <br><br> aight keb im heading out now ☹️ its 5 30 am ... hahaha 😥 sleep time is the only time im cousin and relative free so :,) idm tho anything for keb !!! i hope u have fun and enjoy the rest of tour and rest well and eat well and just take care of urself !!! ilysmsmsmsms sending lots of love and many hugs <3 <br><br>...</p><p style="text-align: left;"> </p>
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