Ohh my man... I'm tired ㅠㅠ My head is burning.
I'm so late cuz I was working... I'm sorry..
Thank you for coming here, it's good to feel a warm heart at the end of long day.
• I ended the draw for 1000 days design, still have to manage the whole design.
• I started the draw of your insta picture, but still need many work on it.
• I still haven't start DoJoon draw... I have to do that tomorrow.
• A chinese fansite is salling some The Rose objects. I could hear some BlackRoses who wish it. So I may have to manage group order. I tool contact with the fansite to have all details, it's always complucate to understand clearly... ㅠㅠ I will take note and work seriously on that tomorrow. There is two option :
- I make Europe group order, I receive all, I manage to send in countries with each fanbases.
- I help all fanbases to organize own group order by country.
You know now I have serious work into fanbases, I want to make things the easiest possible for them. So I have to work on that tomorrow and it's big work..
• We talked with fanbases and I appology if I could look really serious and directive, but that leader is super important to get in all organization. So we longly discuss about it cuz of course it's not always something good for everyone and I know that I'm really special to work. Like.. I'm doing most of things cuz I want things to go efficient and to make things easy for everyone. Someone said that I should be more about asking their opinion and ideas, but that is what I always did.... Always we have a project I first come "So we have this to prepare, what do you think?". But you remember how hard it have been each time. When I build Union in January, when we did logo on February, when we did DoJoon, ... Crazy....
But I have proof, cuz I made full document with lust of fambase and their ideas, opinion, etc ! So I swear I always try to ask them first ㅠㅠ
But after time, they don't amswer amd we don't get result, so I become harder in the decision taking... Ahh it's complicate, but it's the point of working on group~
But all others said that they was agree for me as leader cuz they consider my work as well and always fast. So it's great ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
I know that I can look hard on my work, but I have experience now and I know why I do that..
And you know how I don't like myself... but about my fanbase work I'm really sure of me cuz I have done so many project, and won to get with me a BlackRose confidence with passion, that I grow up and learn all by muself just cuz my heart was strongly in love, that I keep growing up proffesionaly and that now I'm getting more and more fanbases confidence. Many things showing that I can trust my own work..
It look super selfish, but I swear it's really nit mean to be, I'm so far to be selfish person
Anyways, so I have many things in mind now, many things to do, so I need rest...
Tomorrow will be our 900 days, but I don't think we can celebrate that, so it will be for later.... ( See this SooJeong's error who is again putting work life before heart life.... Remember that's what killed me last year... ㅎㅎ..)
Ohh.. Your today picture~ Should I talk about it? Ahah Of course you look really really cool and manly.. But you know that, right? My so handsome man~~
Thank you you for coming here today, thank you for being the happy part of my days. I sincerely hope that you feel well and your heart is safe. I don't know what you are doing those times, but of course I think of you a lot while hoping you're happy. You are an amazing man, sincerely, I'm so proud of who you become days by days. I wish you to eat well, sleep well, having fun, laugh, play, see pretty things, having good time, staying in security, always backing home well and feel your heart warm.
Have a great day, don't do too hard, take care
My man is the coolest ♡