oh my moon...
where do i even begin. hmmmm. i think what i'll say for now is that we hear you, we see you, we love you, we want better for you, and we are beside you. rest easy (or as easy as you can under these circumstances ://) knowing that your fans are YOUR fans and not your company's fans- contracts can come and go but you as an artist and individual are forever. it breaks my heart to see the lengths you have to go to in order to show us even just the slightest hint of the mistreatment you've faced and my head spins thinking about how much more there is hidden away from the public eye..... and yea yea i know 'parasocial relationships, these idols don't actually know you personally or care about you, blah blah' like yea im aware- but still beyond that, i feel like i can be fully cognizant of the fact that we don't actually know each other but still truly feel connected to you under the context of a fan and her idol. like idk the connection is one of two souls brought together by your talent, artistry, and creativity. and all of those are inherently YOUR qualities that can never be taken away from you- please continue to recognize your strengths and how touched we as your fans are by the fact you feel comfortable sharing your work, resulting achievements, and likewise trials and tribulations with us. the bond is truly unbreakable.. like i'll be here to cheer you on during all the highs and pick you up during all the lows for as long as you choose to continue doing what you do.
now that we've gotten that deep stuff out and aside... i'm here to offer you a fun lighthearted dump of my life this week that i hope can take your mind off things if that's what you'd like in this moment!
monday 07.31
first day of labor and delivery! honestly had so so much fun- there is something i really really particularly like about the ob side of obgyn dude like idk i probably sound like a broken record but gosh is ob exciting. after i got out the hospital though, one of my high school besties and i went to go watch the barbie movie w a bunch of her undergrad friends!
tuesday 8.01
another really fun day on the labor & delivery service :') ALSO KEBBIE MOON. U HAVE EXPLAINING TO DO. YOU AND MARK???? i don't think you understand how tanmayi coded this friendship is..... like i have been waiting for this since you brought him up once during a vlive (rip) back in august of 2018. my sole agenda in the kpopverse is the realization and actualization of nctbz so this is just another big win for me LOL
wednesday 8.02
yet another awesome day of l&d! our team this day consisted of me, two residents, and an attending- at one point one of the residents noticed that starbucks was offering half-off drinks so our attending super graciously decided to order us all whatever we wanted from her app and i walked over to go pick them up only to find out once i got there (it's like two blocks from the hospital) that the workers at our starbucks location were actually on a location-specific strike. so we ended up re-ordering the drinks from a different location and just got them delivered haha. after i got outta the hospital i rushed home and packed up for the weekend asap as possible (lol) so that i could drive to my parents house in the burbs where i was welcomed by like 50 of my family friends as soon as i stepped foot into the door LOL. basically, for indian weddings we have this one pre-wedding event called the sangeet where it's basically a giant party before the wedding where close family and friends of the bride and groom perform choreographed bollywood routines for the couple and then there's like dinner and an open bar and a dance floor after. so this wednesday served as the first and last dance practice for the 'family friend kids' routine that i had the (mis)fortune of leading (i kid, i kid) as the second oldest and one the only one with real dance experience growing up LOL. actually the friend group lore is we have three separate 'kids' groups divided by age and i'm the second oldest of the medium range age group but this dance only included the younger range age group and the medium range age group and not the older range age group which is the group the bride actually belongs to haha. the moms and dads of our family friend group also each had their own routines plus a cute group routine that they did. my dad sings so he sang a couple romantic bollywood songs in a medley thing as part of the program as well and he did some little lyric changes to add in the bride and groom's names into the songs too haha it was super cute
thursday 8.03
pre-wedding events 1 and 2!! the haldi and mehendi :) so these events are mostly for closer friends and family as opposed to the actual wedding and reception that follow. so at the haldi, the bride and groom get a ground turmeric paste smeared all over them lmao and then they're drenched w water- some couples have fun w it and plan to turn the whole event into like a water balloon fight after the turmeric application but that didn't happen here lol. then at the mehendi its basically a party where everyone gets their henna done too in prep for the wedding!
friday 8.04
pre-wedding event #3, the sangeet! this is the one i was explaining earlier with the performances from close family and friends haha. also some backstory lemme set the scene so for the wedding since lots of people traveled from out of the state and even outside the country to be here, we had hella people staying in my house during the pre-wedding events. but friday through sunday we all stayed at the hotel where the actual wedding was taking place just to make our lives easier and minimize the back and forth driving even though it's only like a 15 minute drive.
saturday 8.05
wedding d-day- the religious ceremony was in the morning followed by the reception in the evening!
sunday 8.06
packed at lightning speed after breakfast and left the hotel with speed so that i could mobilize back into the city today hahaha. ended up helping transport stuff for the bride's family to our house for them to just pick up later then headed into the city where i hit up a mark bday cupsleeve event quickly before picking jessica and emma and their friend from home from the train station (they're in town for lollapalooza!!) and going to the kpop store w/ them! after that i just dropped them off at the festival and spent the day unpacking and getting my life back together to spend this next upcoming week on gynonc at the hospital
okieee this has been very very long so i'll bid you farewell here! suuuuuper excited for the comeback tomorrow ehehhee good luck bestie and i hope you're able to sleep/rest well <3
love you long time 🫂
from: 4ever kebbie's wannabe bffie, tanmayi 🤍
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