Hii kev ♡
how’s our moonlight boy doinng? hope you had a great day, got to have a great meal after not being able to eat those lactose filled snacks hshdh and hopefully are currently resting enough~<3 thank you for coming again today, embracing me with your lovely energy, it truly made my day and I’m beyond grateful to have had you guys as my lil spark of the day♡ hope you all had a great time as well and got to end it with a smiley heart🩶
Love you🩶
As for me I had a great chill birthday day by myself, the typical day that I love for myself as the biggest homebody I am🫣 my siblings are back to school and my sis went out with my mom (probably to buy my gift cuz there’s no other valid reasons but shh🫣) so I had the whole house for myself, made myself a comfort meal, charging myself up with your 98z live and changmin’s dance live, a new episode of my drama (destined with you) came out today too joining the bday gifts cirle and btw I was kinda ??? about the storyline at 1st and I now can really say that actors have a lot on their shoulders to make a drama better, Jo Bo ah’s and Rowoon’s chemistry is just too good they’re making the drama even more enjoyable~ I’ll talk about it all when I’ll get to the end of ittt
So many things came out todayyy I also woke up to the new TheB university MT content??? stars were truly alined😭
Chanhee fashion week as well, listened to Eric Nam’s new song loved it, Taehyung with his solo album, in love too,, I had so many things to look forward to, to enjoy and appreciate by myself, such a lovely day I had just waking up and enjoying all those tiny things making that day a little bit more special<3
As I said yesterday, I am very loud and serious about others’ birthdays but when it comes to mine I never really saw birthdays as a crazy special thing, never really put that much meaning into it but today was kinda different, rather than being totally indifferent or overly excited it was just more of one of those happy days where I get to appreciate my own self and the lil things and people I cherish
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alright I just cameback from the whole cake, chants, candles blowing and gifts situation, I’m even more emotional now so excuse my overly soft self for the rest of the letter🥹😭
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Looking back at myself I feel like I really am at a point in my life where I’ve learned to welcome those feelings and appreciate them to the fullest which is why I think I enjoyed myself so much not specifically today but lately🥺
I’ve worked so much on my mental growth as a person from a very young age and I feel like I am gradually getting to a place of safety, comfort and love,
I’ve got to gain so much knowledge on the person that I am and I believe this is the main reason why I can appreciate life so much, because I know what’s best for me, I now know how to approach those feelings and how to grow from those not so funny experiences
I obviously am still learning, that’s a lifetime learning process that I will never be able to escape but I like that,
Because having this stuck in my mind through the years helped me move forward and get to this point of comfort within myself
I was happy today, may not later, but that’s just how life is supposed to be, I’ll always find that shiny light no matter how dark it can get and moreover, I know I’ll always find the ones who got me where I am at, who helped me grow as a person, who inspired me for the better and guided me through my journey
I never painted my life alone, my loved ones helped me paint it and are still doing so,, including my family, including my friends, including my boyz🩶
It was a happy 19th birthday and I’m glad I got to celebrate it with the biggest smile and warmest heart with you all<3
I know it might sound silly, but I took every single thing that brought a smile to my face as a gift today, and taking a step back, all those little events that took place today making me scream at how crazy it is that it luckily happened right on my birthday, they all meant something in a deeper way
All of you played a role in the person that I am today, no wonder I kept getting excited seeing you turn on weverse live🩶
You’re honestly my biggest happy virus, seeing you smile brings me so much strenght so I therefore can’t even explain how much comfort yesterday’s and today’s lives brought me🩶
Thank you so much for becoming such a huge part of my youth,, you know I absolutely loved All About You from the moment it came out because I honestly can relate so so much to it,, the “서로의 이름으로 가득 채운 youth” part really did hit home, I can’t explain how good it made me feel hearing my thoughts being put into words in such a heavenly sounding song🥺🩶
Growing up with you feels like such a blessing, I’m so grateful for you❤️🩹
Coming back to your live, I can’t end this without mentioning you guys jokingly talking about a 98z paris trip, that’s not the vibe rn but I know that I’m gonna forget about it if I don’t mention it now so let’s do that and end this😭♡
When you mentioned the tap water incident I was sympathizing so bad,, I’ve heard that an insane amount of time from tourists and I still find it so unfortunate that there’s still places where you have to speak french in order to not get minsunderstood on that
Soo, drinks are hella expensive in Paris as u know and as a student studying in Paris I do have to be cautious with my money as I do have to eat out a lot depending on my timetable,, going out with a tumbler 24/7 lmao😭
When you go to actual restaurants, if you want to ask for FREE tap water in French you would say *“Une carafe d’eau”* (= a jug of tap water) it is free and in some restaurants it’s even placed on counters in plain sight so people can just pick it up by themselves !
And if you’re out and are thristy, supermarkets are pretty expensive as well depending on where you are in Paris but what’s great is that you can just take bottles out of the bottle packs that they have,, a bottle won’t therefore even cost 1€~
There’s a lot of french words that would save you from those tourists traps tbh, I’ll think about them and make u an actual list so you can enjoy your trips without spending more on unnecessary things than actual enjoyable activities in the future!!😭
So yeaah I’ll go now, it’s 1.30am already and I’m losing track of what I was talking about, drowsy me is kicking in🫠
I’ll go for today, thank you for being my lovely spark of the day, I’m so grateful for you and so grateful for the fact that I get to add another year of growth as you fan🩶
I love you always Kevin, thank you for being the amazing person and artist that your are, I owe you so much more than you could ever think of🩶
So proud to have you, have the loveliest day and I hope you’ll get to smile brightly today as well, the prettiest smile u have🤍
Take care and stay safe kev~
,Je t’aime du plus profond de mon cœur🫶🏻
,,Lots of love, Sarah♡
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