Hello, Kevin!
It’s Ryna with many many hobbies and I can’t talk.
DISCLAIMER: Most of the time things happen when I’m halfway through writing my letters to you. I don’t know whether to keep on the subject I started with or factor in the thing that just happened.
This time, I’m not gonna talk about the thing because you already said all you could say (which was probably 15% of what you WANTED to say) which I’m glad you did.
So, now, please note that this letter has nothing to do with any of that. The first part was written on Monday morning.
OK. Let’s go!
So, I can’t talk.
No, like, seriously, I can't talk to you on bbl. My brain short-circuits and only absolute nonsense comes out. I don’t understand why either. I can’t keep up with the convo or can’t get into the convo because the translation makes no sense.
Anyway, this is just to say that I’m sorry for sounding like a fool on bbl most of the time. I function better here where I can write and read and rewrite things at least 3 times before sending (though I still sound like a fool here too, but only sometimes.)
This feels like sending letters, actual letters. Bbl feels like I’m sending messages-in-bottles down a stream. (Like, that’s not even a clever comparison, that’s just exactly how it is.)
You made all of my dubby twt moots happy with your post about Joy’s song. Seriously, the whole tl celebrated. It’s always so cute and refreshing seeing people being genuinely happy for each other when things like this happen. When you acknowledged the exhibition or gifts from fans, my whole tl celebrated too. I love that.
Oh, by the way, I noticed my sticker sitting pretty on the back of your phone. Actually, Jaan noticed and pointed it out to me. This was after Bey’s concert? Someone took a picture with you and they posted it and the sticker was visible. Joy saw it and sent me a long voice message because she was just so excited and touched. Look at the community you’ve (indirectly) created!
They’re all empathetic people, really. They told me they were a little bit sad when they saw the sticker was not on your blue bag anymore. That’s why they’re so excited to see it on your phone.
I’m happy and thankful that you like my gift enough to use it, but I don’t expect you to keep using it. You know what I mean? It’s just a tiny thing. It’s paper (it’s actually pp plastic but that doesn’t matter rn). It’s the kind of thing that can get lost, damaged, or discolored very easily, so please know that when you don’t use it anymore, I’ll understand and won’t be sad about it. Promise.
I just remember something funny about the sticker. I have it on the back of my phone too. It’s been there since the concert. It’s not a sticker though. I printed it out to go on the sign, but I printed out 2 sizes to see which would work better. I went with the bigger one. I laminated the smaller one anyway and put it on the back of my phone.
See now, I went to change the film on my phone a while back. The shopkeeper was this older lady. She took the phone case off and the tiny maverickevin fell out. She said something like “oh, this character is trendy these days!” I don’t know which character she confused this with, but it was so funny! I didn’t tell her she was wrong though. I just went along and said ค่ะ~
Wouldn't it be nice tho? “The Kevin character is trendy these days~”
Next tbz merch drop maybe?
There’s this cute thing that you did, but I don’t think you’d remember doing. When you recognized me at the concert, you made a gesture like a writing gesture. Was that to imply something like Ryna who wrote fc letters or something? I don’t know why and I don’t know if you remember why. But, I really like the idea that that’s what you associate me with though; writing. The first nickname my mom gave me has something to do with writing and books, too. So, the writing gesture feels absolutely right.
I like the feeling of being right about something, even when I didn't put any thought into it, so I’m giving that feeling to you. You were right to do that, even better if you didn’t put any thought into it. The idea of me being naturally associated with writing makes me even happier.
I should go. This thing took me 3 days already and there’s nothing of substance in it.
Oh, I just saw the fan letter feature on weverse. It’s cute! I don’t know if I’ll use it (you’ve seen the way I write.) It looks like ig stories, so maybe if I’m feeling creative?
Anyway, have a fulfilling day today!
I wish for you to be surrounded by people who are kind to you. Really. The world rarely is kind to anyone, but at least we can choose the people we surround ourselves with.
Love you (strictly platonically),
Ryna x
P.S. Oh, can you make a wish for me too? Can you wish for me to not get scammed? There are 2 people who I am now a little suspicious about. Can you wish they’re not scammers or at least if they are I’m not the target? It sounds so serious, but yeah lol.
P.S.2 If you have tiktoks/yt contents that you gave the company but they haven’t posted yet, please demand for them to be posted. We’re dying here from dehydration. We need content with you in it. I’m literally this close 🤏to becoming sea stars dried up on a beach.